LinKin PaRk ForeVer

2009-07-30T00:36:00.000+08:00

Well I swear to God
We've been down this road before
The guilt's no good
And it only shames us more
And the truths that we all tried to hide
Are so much clear when it's not our lives
We don't face the blame

Won't you
(Get on your knees)
Believe
(Have faith)
In this lie with us all

Now my body's on the floor
And I am calling
Well I'm calling out to you
Can you hear me now?

It's not a rebellion when your
Selling out to another fashion salesman
Our promising lives
Are full of empty promises
Temptation's falling
And calling you home again
I'm sorry if we've let you down

Won't you
(Get on your knees)
Believe
(Have faith)
In this lie with us all

Now my body's on the floor
And I am calling
Well I'm calling out to you
Can you hear me now?

What's wrong?
What's wrong?
What's wrong?

Now my body's on the floor
And I am calling
I'm calling out to you

Can you hear me now?

2009-07-23T00:11:00.001+08:00

Green Day - 21 Guns

Do you know what's worth fighting for,
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

2009-07-22T23:56:00.000+08:00

Chris Daughtry - No Surprise

I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I've got it all down
And as I say it louder, I love how it sounds
Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
Not wrappin' this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn't know how
Held onto it forever, just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to say

Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God knows we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
That's why this comes as no, as no surprise

If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now
But after going through this
It's easier to see the reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
(Stayed till today)
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

2009-07-16T15:41:00.000+08:00

i wanna wear that uniform again!

hello people! =) reached home at 2 just now. siang kan? haha. miracle. haha. had only half an hour of apel. mendaaaakk pe. means i finished school at 10.30. i didnt know what to do after that. haha. decided to went off to eat with my awesome classmates at itas. then wanted to go to the library and we happen to see performances starting in front of the library. met YUL and FARIS, also saw FAIZ in their Silat attire. hehe. they performing so Heather stopped me a while to watch. so yeah we watched. was awed by the whole Silat performances. should have taken out my camera to take pictures but oh well, too engrossed watching. haha. after the whole thing, we wanted to move then Karate performed. didnt capture our attention much but Aikido really amazed us!! come on ah, with the sound effects of throwing each other down. Our all time favourite was the boy-girl spar! super cool! haha. then, Heather and the other girls went off to do their project. Megan went to the gym or home first then gym, Cryystal and Pamela went off to Far East Plaza while Grace headed home. Im still deciding where to go.

So i thought i wanted to just go home. that was what i told Yul when he called to say bye. haha. But cmon ah, it was still like 12.15 like that. so early. haha. so while at the bustop, i suddenly had the craving for famous amos and so i decided to head off to TM to get myself some cookies. =) as i was paying, i saw my cousin walking so i went up to her to say hi. and guess what she said: "I was wondering why a chinese girl started waving at me." -.-" -.-" -.-" Oh what the hell.. even my own cousin mistook me for some chinese girl. which part of me look chinese???? HAHA. she offered to give me a lift home but i declined so as not to susahkan her.

then i had the urge to get some books so i went off to popular a while. i was browsing all the books and some really caught my eye. i wanted to buy but then i just remembered i still have popular vouchers at home so it'll be waste if i use my own money. and as i was looking at the self-motivation section, i accidentally bumped into the saleswoman pushing some boxes of books. i said sorry sorry then she started talking in chinese. i was like erm, kinda clueless. it sounded like, "Im sorry, i thought i didnt see anyone there just now." Well my assumption. HAHA. maybe she's just a chinese speaking national so i just gave her a smile with a i-dont-understand-what-you-said-face. then i got shocked when i heard her talk to one of her colleagues in english fluently. then im like, in my heart, riiiiiiiiiiight.... hahaha. oh well, kena chinese girl lagi. hmm.. so i thought its time i head home.

i went off to get bubble tea. chocolate ice blend with double pearl. standard. =) it tasted sooo good. so yeah, as i was walking towards the interchange, got this bakery right throughout the way to the interchange. i saw a big chocolate muffin! it was so attracting me that i didnt hesitate to take out my money to get one without remembering that i bought cookies already. haha! so i wanted to ask the lady working how much was it. after talking to a malay lady [in english of course!] beside me, she turned to me and asked what i want. in chinese! haha. but this time i understand cause yeah, i do know some. so i just said chocolate muffin. i paid and she said xie xie. HAHA. omg! today i think is my mandarin language day. hahaha. so i finally went home. after splurging on chocolate stuffs. i still had cadbury chocolate bar in my refrigerator seyy! HAHA. and well, pampering myself with my favourite stuffs. how the hell am i going to break my habit of eating when not in stable emotions when i cant stop myself from buying??? hahaha.. its okayy nisa, it takes time. =)

okayylahh. im done. im off now to start on my sociology essay. should i do about gender, religion or social class? or maybe all? wait, kalau semua susah seyy! we'll see which one i wanna do. hehe. =) byeeeeeeeeeee! take care yaw! =)

~NiSa~

2009-07-10T17:33:00.001+08:00

Today Leo you are torn between two worlds in your romantic affairs, and this is going to lead to a significant choice for you. The dilemma before you is the environment that is safe and comfortable, versus that which is initiated by your own needs and desires first. It seems that when it comes to love you always find yourself in this position, so take some lessons from the past and put them into play today. What has worked for you before, is likely to work for you again. If it isn't broken, don't fix it. Rehashing the same mistakes is only going to make more work for you down the road.

im at lost. *thinking so hard*.

2009-07-07T17:21:00.001+08:00

geeks! =)

okaaayyy.. so how's life people? fun? exciting? tiring? well, i envy ALL of you people who at least have something to complain or compliment about school. including today, it has been 5 days since i was quarantined. 2 more days till im able to just step out from my house and breathe in the not-so fresh air. HAHA. im so dead bored at home. yup. even though i have homeworks to do, [which i hav partially done it], it doesnt entertain me much. looking foward for friday. lectures! [yay?]

so i was thinking, what shall i do during the quarantine period. well, thought of revising a few subjects. but yeah, only manage to read on gerontology [coz that's what my homework is about!]. im still recovering from my cough. Oh please go away! its very tiring to cough you know. to the extend where your lower part of the chest hurts and it feels like im growing six pacs! [exaggerating....] HAHA. see, im starting to crap here. and all i can do is crap ALONE. oh what fun. -.-"

draft 2 for academic writing is due this sunday. and i feel i can improve my essay but i just dont have the mood to get started! how sad. hope by thursday or friday i get the mood. okaaayyy... i suddenly have the craving for bubble tea! obviously i can easily get my brother to get one for me but guess what, my cough prevents me from having it. thanks a lot man. its super devastating because thats the only thing that can assure me that im still connected to the outside world. sounds serious? oh what the hell. im just crapping. lucky nury gave me a call yesterday. at least for a moment i feel ALIVE. HAHA.

im sure you can see how super bored i am from this post. trust me. you would not want to be quarantined for 7 days. like not able to even step out from the house. what a holiday.

~NiSa~

2009-07-06T12:28:00.000+08:00

QUARANTINED.

3 MORE DAYS TO GO......

2009-06-27T20:56:00.000+08:00

Cuba kau dengar
cuba kau cuba
diam bila ku cuba
tuk berbicara dengan kamu

Pernahkah kau ada
bila ku perlu
tuk meluahkan rasa hati

Dan bila kau bersuara
setia ku mendengar
agar tenang kau merasa

Siapa
sebenarnya aku padamu
mungkin sama dengan teman lain
yang bisa kau buat begitu
dan bila
tiada lagi teman bermain
kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
itulah aku…padamu

Cuba kau lihat
cuba kau cuba
renung ke mata aku
bila ku kaku melihatmu

Pernahkah kau ada
bila ku perlu
tuk menyatakan rasa sakit
dalam diri

Dan bila kau perlu
setia ku menunggu
agar senang kau merasa

Siapa
sebenarnya aku padamu
mungkin sama dengan teman lain
yang bisa kau buat begitu
dan bila
tiada lagi teman bermain
kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
itulah aku…padamu

Maafkan kerana aku tak pernah
terlintas tuk menulis pada mu
salahkan ku
tak mungkin lagi aku meminta
untuk kau mendengar..
untuk kau melihat ke mataku

Siapa
sebenarnya aku padamu
mungkin sama dengan teman lain
yang bisa kau buat begitu
dan bila
tiada lagi teman bermain
kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku

itulah aku…padamu

2009-06-22T23:22:00.000+08:00

if it was you,

its okayy
forgiven
no prob
you hav your reason

BUT

if it was me,
angry
angry
angry
reason. so?

wtf?
*speechless*

2009-06-21T12:11:00.001+08:00

Baby, We're Invincible =)

I see you and
I'm waiting to make my move
But I'm scared
And I know that you got
Better things to do
I'll touch your hand
And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
It's cliché I know
But baby it's the price we pay
To get the things we've wanted
To get the things we've left behind
It's what you've wanted
What you needed
What you've always dreamt about
Don't take another step
Don't breathe another breath
Unless you're coming back to me

I'm trusting you
And I'm taking the long way home
I'm leaving
It is not because of you
Will you just hold me tight
And never let me go?
I know this whole things wrong
But baby, we're invincible

If I could take these words
And fill them up with air
I'd fly you to the stars
So we can disappear
If I could take your heart
And keep it close to me
I swear it will not break
I swear it will not bleed
And I
Believe
Just anything you say
If you would tell me to get lost
I'd ask "how far away?"
And now its getting late
And I can't keep my eyes open
My hearts open to you

I'm trusting you
And I'm taking the long way home
I'm leaving
it is not because of you
Will you just hold me tight
And never let me go?
I know this whole things wrong
But baby, we're invincible

Will you just hold me tight
And never let me go?
I know this whole things wrong
But baby, we're invincible

Will you just hold me tight (I see you)
And never let me go? (I'm waiting to make my move)
I know this whole things wrong (But I'm scared and I know)
But baby, we're invincible (That you got better things to do)

I'm trusting you (If I could take these words)
And I'm taking the long way home (And fill them up with air)
I'm leaving (I'd fly you to the stars)
It's not because of you (So we can disappear)
Will you just hold me tight (If I could take your heart)
And never let me go (and keep it close to me)
I know this whole things wrong (I swear it will not break)

But baby, we're invincible (I swear it will not bleed)

2009-06-14T14:43:00.000+08:00

Dear blog,

I'm sorry for not updating you much about my life nowadays. I was too distracted with the different situations around me. Life had been hectic. Full of ups and downs i could say. Poly exams are over. I'll just pray hard i'll do well. Going through another exam now. Had been having a hard time disciplining myself to study since i am in a holiday mood currently. Haha. But, fret not, i would never neglect my studies no matter what.

Have you ever felt that the things going on around you seems unfair? It may have nothing to do with you but somehow you are affected by it indirectly. One thing for sure, i am glad that the disputes among my close friends are over, even though things will be different and won't be like it used to be. One would never want to lose a friend, what more, a close friend. Everyone makes mistakes and being forgiving is the best policy. Cutting off contact, in my opinion, would not be a wise thing to do unless that friend of yours betrayed you or hurt you damn bad. Im sure there are a lot of solutions to problems. But it's up to individual on how they solve it and of course, i respect that. Honestly, i miss hanging out like i used to. There will always be pictures for me to post and stories for me to share. Doing and talking about stupid stuffs, laughing and joking around, i miss those moments. The memories can never be replaced and i thank god for giving me great friends [and an awesome boyfriend! haha.] and allowing me to go through those awesome moments in my life. No matter what happens, i love you people always. =)

Ever felt like you dropped into somewhere deep inside and feels like you can never get out? Ever loved a certain someone to the extend that his own happiness matters more than your own? Ever had the feeling of being pierced in your heart by lots of arrows but you cant seem to get enough of them? It's like you dont mind getting pierced over and over again as long as the archer is with you and you can't seem to let go of him. It's when the archer means so much to you that every bit of him means a lot to you and losing part of him would cause much grieve. And you know, it may never come back. Just thinking of losing the other parts of him could already cause you to get nightmares and you are in need of solutions and ways to get over the nightmares. Whenever, you read back old writings written in the online diary, you realised how much you missed the times and beautiful moments with the one and only person you love. And realising, that it may never happen again could just trigger drops of tears rolling down your cheek. Eventually, you realise that you should never be pulled down by these things and be thankful that he still wants to be with you. You should just get up, be strong and make improvements to yourself. Things would eventually get better again and beautiful moments are awaiting for you in the future.

Im sorry that the post sounds depressing. Haha. And of course, i hope in the future i would post happy things and not only tied down to depressing things. Like what Nury said, "Hidup Mesti Mau Happy Mah! " Haha. Yeah. I guess thats all i have for now. Would update soon don't worry. =)

With Lots of Love,
~NiSa~

2009-06-10T16:35:00.002+08:00

It's

Just

Not

Fair

"Truth and tears clear the way to a deep and lasting friendship."

"Friendship: a building contract you sign with laughter and break with tears."

~NiSa~

2009-05-11T23:31:00.003+08:00

yest.... =) nury, im using the bag u gave me.. HAHA

so yeah... sch was greaat.. haha.. had a nice time wif my dear in the morning... even though short.. reading abt relationship in a dictionary.. n hell yeah, an english dictionary!!! hahahaha.. wat the hell seyy.. den... aft sch, met up wif nury, yul, baraq n aida... nury had to go home.. so left me, aida, yul n baraq.. n god, i miss them sooooo much! [not as much as my dear ahh..haha] we had dinner at food culture.. den headed off to cotton on coz aida wanna get a hat.. n yeah, for $5!!! wow! haha.. den went to the badminton shop to get gripssss for nury's floorball stick.. haha.. kaylahh... i'll just put pict.. enjoy!

in the bus.. taken by nury =)

kire cute ah ni... hahahaha.. kidding! =)

Front view

Side view.. Baraq got tail!! hahaha

Aidaaaaaaaaa!! =)

Me.Aida. =)

Aida. Yul. Baraq =)

i miss hanging out wif everyone like last time!!! n hey, i miss playing sports wif u ppl also!!! bowling, badminton n floorball!! n n n ... counter strike!! ahhahaha.. the "live" one! hehe.. we shall do that again one of the days kayy??? =)=)=) i shall take my leave now... update more soooooooooon! bye bye! =)

~NiSa~

2009-05-09T22:27:00.003+08:00

OH YA!

DID I TELL U?

I AM BLISSFULLY ATTACHED TO

MUHD FIRDAUS!

HEHE

I JUST LOVE HIM

NEED I SAY MORE?

HAHA

TOODLES!

=)

2009-05-09T22:04:00.000+08:00

wokaaayyy.. haha.. olaaaaa people! its been quite a loong time since i updated.. haha.. sorry dudes.. hav been busy lately.. [ya right!] kayy2.. mainly coz i was a bit lazy to update.. [juz a bit!] haha.. sooooo.. life have been great.. n well.. sch is... lik wat Grace wud sae, AWESOME! haha! so yeahh... met a lot of new ppl in TP.. well.. poly is not that bad after all! hehe.. soooo.. im lazy rto go into details.. i just wanna tell u that MY COURSE RAWKS!!! haha.. im in love wif wat im studying nw.. well.. except for the business subjects which im learning to love.. HAHA.. i dunno how the business students cn bear wif all the management n marketing stuffs.. haiyooooo... n n n n n .. not forgetting, my course wont rawk if not for the people in it!! haha.. my class is just awesome.. especially people lik Pamela, Grace, Cryystal, Megan, Reuben, Brian, Yong Xuan n Derek!! hehe... u guys really made my dae..so well.. enjoy the pics i hav which was taken yesterday during the minister visit after sch... well, my course is the pioneer batch in Singapore n the silver industry is a multi billion dollars industry! weeeeeeeee.... its no wonder we got the minister visit.. HAHA.. im not exaggerating.. its the truth.. =) =) =)

Cryystal.Cassandra.Me.

Christianna.Grace.Cassandra.Megan.Me.Cryystal.Pamela

Me.Cassandra.Cryystal

GRACEEEEEE!!!! hehe

Look at the ah beng in the middle.. HAHA.. just joking Megan.. =P

Pamela.Me.Cryystal.Megan.Grace.Yong Xuan.Brian.Reuben.Derek =)

US again! =)

Awesome ppl! =)

The BLACKS! haha =D

NOW

PRESENTING

AWESOME

PEOPLE

A.K.A

THE SINGAPORE'S NEXT TOP MODEL!!

HAHA!

=D

Shot 1

Shot 2

hahaha.. wokayyy.. more awesome picts coming up... confirm will hav a lot throughout the nxt 3 yrs.. hehe.. well.. even that, i would never ever forget my BELOVED CLOSE FRIENDS! I still love u guys loads!!! =) =) =)

~NiSa~

2009-04-05T23:04:00.001+08:00

Lyrics of my blog song =)

Do you still remember back when days were longer, dreams were bigger then
The weight of the world had not yet landed on the shoulders of a man
(I THOUGHT) I thought that time stood still, sheltered, protected
They never told me this would end or that the leaves would fall again

So take me back, back to better days
Cause this time between is wasting me away
Take me back, when we were not afraid
Cause this time between is wasting me away

There was the day when this world went to war and didn't bat an eye
Feel life in the movies felt the same to me and I never questioned why
(I KNOW) I know the difference now, between fact and fiction
But I've come to find that I've grown bitter in just 24 short years

So take me back, back to better days
Cause this time between is wasting me away
So take me back, when we were not afraid
Cause this time between is wasting me away

Wasting me away, Waste away
So now we're running, we're running blind into the light
And we fall behind
We're running and wasting away the time

So take me back, back to better days
Cause this time between is wasting me away
Take me back, when we were not afraid
Cause this time between is wasting me away
Take me back, yeah back to better days
Cause this time between is wasting me away
Take me back, when we were not afraid
Cause this time between is wasting me away

Yeah take me back, just take me back, yeah take me back
(Take me back)
Yeah take me back, just take me back, yeah take me back
(Take me back)

When we were not afraid

2009-04-05T22:48:00.001+08:00

the three ladies... =)

hmmmmm......... ola ppl! =) updates yaw! anyway...... went jogging in the moring with nury and aida.. supposed to met up at 7.. but yeah.. i ended up waking up at 7.. haahahaha.. n wen i text nury, she say aida was already on the way to her house.. baaaeeekkk nisaaaa!!!!! haha.. so i quickly rush2 bathe n siap2 all.. i just wear what i saw n yeah, terus kluar umah.. met nury n aida in the bus.. hmm.. initially didnt want to run ahh.. but when dah smpai track, its super tempting to just run.. anyway, we went to Tampines Stadium.. so never mind lah, since nury n aida wanted to run first, i took care of the belongings.. it was super hot.. like seriously.. padahal baru kul 8 gitu.. hmm.. after dat nury n aida stop a while..aida pancit jap.. so nury ask me along to run wif her.. so i said okayy ahh.. first 100m jog, next 100m sprint n so on for one round first.. it was... fun ahh.. haha.. lamer tk sprint seyy.. =)=)=)

den, nury needed rest n yeah, i went on second round alone... first i sprint ahh.. den mcm penat gitukn so i jog the last 100m.. haha.. dennnnnn...... cool down... did crunches [however its spelt.. HAHA.. i not PTI so i dunno. Peace!=)] n push ups.. haha.. its been a looooooooong time since i did all that.. well.. aida wanted to challenge wif me the last man standing in push up position..HAHA.. coz, i've been winning 2 times in a row whenever the competiton is held during ncc training last time.. hehe.. =) Of coz, we didnt do that lah coz kim was waiting for us already.. he met us a while before heading off to work at Boon Lay.. haha.. he teman us breakfast at McDonald n i had Big Breakfast! Yum Yum! =)=)=)

den send kim off the mrt station n we gals headed off to.... well.. ingt nk balek kn.. den while walking, we past the Tampines 1 building n the glass reflection of us looks good.. so well... camwhored quite a lot dere.. ppl walking past us look at us lik one kind but who cares.. as long as we r having fun.. well, mainly nury n aida ahh.. haha.. pictures do view at nury's blog.. thank you =) den.. we walked past the playground near the CC dere.. aper lagi.. we start climbing around lik little kids.. hahaha... cant believe three 17 year old gals are climbing around lik monkeys.. -.-".. well.. skali skale aper slh nye kn korg kn? =D

den penat, we decided to sit at a void deck nearby to well, chill? haha.. talked abt a looooottttt of things.. lik seriously... open dere close dere ehk babes.. haha.. until around 12 plus gitu, we decided to make a move coz lik mendung gitu.. but then, dpt tahu, ader story lagi so we slack arnd near nury's void deck.. we mainly talked abt the past.. haha. lik how aida hated nury's perangai dulu.. n lik how i managed to stick wif nury for 2 years despite her perangai.. well.. maybe coz i hav a looooootttt of patience to tolerate her.. lik seriously. n lik, since im close to her, i should know her well n i feel dat she has a lot of better positive side of her rather den her negative perangai all ahh.. so y shud i care abt her negative perangai.. n lagipun, im nt the competitive kind so whatever she do, i'll just give in n let her win.. haha..

fast foward, we realised time past so fast n lik we had to go home.. so we parted.. den i received a text frm fird saying he wanted to meet me.. hmm... i was lik suuuuuupppeeeeerrrr tired.. but den, i sudd realised i had to return some lib bks coz lik 2dae the due date.. haha.. so well, i agreed to meet him n asked him to accompany me go return bk.. i know nury n aida was tired too so i didnt wanna bother dem.. let them rest.. so yeah, lps return buku, i went off to withdraw moey n we proceed to long john to mkn.. hehe.. was craving for the grilled chicken we ate the other time, nury.. haha.. den went to basement ntuc to get toothpaste for the camp n got myself a big bar of chocolate cadbury marble.. yummy ! haha.. den walked past famous amos n lik was soooo tempting to buy the cookies so decided to get myself 100 grams.. i cant possibly finish dem all by myself.. actually bleh ah but lik, since fird dah susah pyh temankn me kn, so well, mcm reward ah utk dier.. i shared wif him the cookies. =)

den....we got ourselves bubble tea n decide to walk home.. haha.. nk save duit tambang konon nyer.. actually, mmg ahh.. hahaha.. den slack n talked a while at the void deck before heading home arnd 6.30pm dere.. penaaaat perr... den lik, BSK CAMP SEYY!!!!... yay? hahaha.. me, nury, aida n kim jek going.. sad2.. haha... but lik.. hope we will hav fun n bond us closer... =)
kayylahh.. i think i wrote damn a lot already. nite nite ppl! take care!

i always love all of u tau!

including the spammers.....

hahahahahha!

[NOT!]

=D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D

~NiSa~

2009-04-03T12:36:00.000+08:00

hmmm.....

wooookkaaayyyy.... updates! hahaha.. dont mind the previous post... anyway... didnt plan to go out just now... kayy actually planned ahh.. haha.. initially plan nk gi ncc training with aida.. but dpt tahu she cant make it.. so yeahh.. change plan ahh.. i was suuuupppeeerrr hungry so i asked nury out for lunch... she said okayy so gedebak gedebuk, i meet her arnd 3.30 gitu.. den made our way to food culture.. were kinda rushing.. we walked lik super fast ahh.. coz some ppl waiting for us in food culture.. HAKIM, u owe me for making me walk fast!!!! hahaha.. me n nury were sweating lik pigs.. hahahaha... i know my syg can wait ahh.. but this scandal of mine, tk tahu sabar langsung.. hahahaha.. so yeah dpt tahu yul, faiz n their friends were there too.. haha..

sooooo... mkn2.. crap arnd wif nury n kim.... mepek sak dorg.. kim ahh..hahahaha.. versatile culture.. HAHA! den.. yul n the rest decided to go jam at simei... my syg wanted to go off at 5.. so yeahh.. i didnt follow them and accompanied him instead...nury decided to go home too.. she walked home the other direction while i went to take bus... dpt tahu my scandal also tk gi.. hahahaha...hmm... tadi ingt nk jln but lik, tkper ahh, jauh!! ahahha... malas ahh...

so me n my syg went hunt for food.. hahahha.. we drop by 7-11 near my house there to grab some sandwiches.. smone was hungryy coz didnt had breakfast.. org nk blanjer nasi ayam tk nk.. hahaha.. den after that, find a place to settle down n eat.. slacked around a while.. talked about quite a number of stuffs.. haha.. finally went off around 8 plus gitu? i think ahh.. haha..

n noooowwwwww..... suuuupeerr bored.. hahaha... tk tahu nk buat per ahh.. how2? haha.. hmm... kayylahh..got nth else to say.. will be back kayy... bye bye! =)

n oh ya, nury, im with u no matter wat.. haha.. sorry random but yeah, just feel like sating dat.. haha! =)

n I LoVe My FuTuRe Husband! hahaha... =D

~NiSa~

2009-04-02T19:10:00.002+08:00

I'm just pissed now

Don't ask why
I just don't understand why it have to end
What's the meaning of all this?
Don't worry
I won't kill u physically
But
I really really have to apologise first
If within these few meetings
it seems like i'm giving u a cold shoulder
or buat muker
Im Sorry
I don't know how to face u
or how to react when i see u
Lastly

U SUCK!
[for now]

im sorry, i really am

~NiSa~

2009-03-31T19:04:00.002+08:00

welcome back mirul! =)

wokayyy
ola people!
currently sick now
have been sneezing a lot since just now
penat seyy
fever temperature went down a bit by 1 degree
hahaha
and im suuuuuupeeerrrr hungry now
mum's still cooking
so stuffing myself with chips now
haha
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anyway
yesterday
i had to go to TP cause my course had a briefing
it waaasss
okayylahh
haha
i got a project already
haha
baaeekk nisa!
kayy
after that i went to meet fird
went to watch movie with him
haha
12 rounds
gerek seyy!!
=) =) =)
thanks for the movie! :)
after that
gi makan ahh
lapar beb
den
kiter lepak around my block there
the park ah actually, in front of my house
talk about quite a lot of stuffs
haha
den
balek ahh
haha
=)

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anyway i got spammers seyy!!!
hahahaha
nisa sia
ader spammers
tk pernah plak
haha
quite shock ah by the stuffs they talk about
especially got one mention smthin
u noe i noe nury
and fird
but like
sial ah the spammer
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahaha
i was like wat the hell sia
anyway
fret not
i deleted them and ban them
klau lah ader lagi
aku tk tahu ah aper nk ckp
eh nury?
hahaha
kayy2
i go off first
bye bye
will be back soon!
=)
~NiSa~

2009-03-29T21:51:00.000+08:00

wokaaayyyy..... updates! =) guys, believe it or not, for the first time of my life, i went jogging sia just now! hahahahaha... went jogging with nury, aida and yul... suppose to meet up at 8 but in the end, met up arnd 8.30 there... haha.. anyway..... we took the wrong bus so we had to walk kinda far to reach Bedok Resevoir Park... so kirekan mcm warm up ahh... haha.. well, it seems that nury and aida was super duper hyped up that they couldn't stop laughing and cracking jokes.. wanna know ask them ahh.. haha.. so yeah, as soon as we reach the tracks, or should i say, pathway to jog, aida headed off first.. followed by nury.. den like, tinggal me and yul jek.. i seriously didnt plan to jog and i went out just to take fresh air after getting sick yesterday.. so i asked yul ah if he wanna jog or smth, cause i can carry his bag for him.. he didnt want to, so me and yul ended up walking one whole round instead of jogging.. hahaha.. even then, we still manage to catch up with nury and aida.. well....with A BIT of shortcut and 100 plus on our hands... kn yul kn? hahahaha ;)

after that, we had our fun at the see-saw and swing all.. haha.. den headed off to teh tarik afghan for breakfast!!! hahaha....... but well, didnt really had the mood to eat cause smth happen.. hmm.......... den, went home.. and met up with aida back at around 3 there? accompanied her to bugis.... well, its sunday, so well, the mrt damn packed lahh.. but still we manage to cuci mata.. right aida?? hahaha.. SINGLE mahh..... hahahaha =) den.. headed to bugis junction.. walk around a while at bugis junction while searching for directory.. didnt find the directory but instead an eating place! hahaha.. since we were super ungry, we dropped by at PASTAMANIA to makan... and wooooowwwww!! Sedap lah seyy!!! and like tak rugi ahh paying a bit more.. well, except for the orange juice which is like sikit ahh.. but other than that, we enjoyed our meal and looking at other people's meal... hahaha.. after that, had a little adventure around bugis street there.. and oh ya, the chewy2 ice cream was super nice lah aida! thanx so much for the recommendation.. haha..

hmm... fast foward, after founding the singtel outlet, which was like right under our nose, we headed back to tampines... and then.. home sweet home... was sooooo tired.. kluar the whole day.. but it was worth it ahh.. hmm.. 2mr i gotta wake up early cause my course got some briefing ah at 10.30 am.. luckily, Cassandra still in the course so im going with her.. after that......................

i wanna meet my dear for a movie.. but i dont know if he still wants it lahh.. up to him... well, i promised him last fri but i cant make it.. so im really hoping to make it up to him 2mr..

kayylahh.. nth else to say... will be back.. bye bye! =)

~NiSa~

2009-03-27T23:29:00.002+08:00

Fird asked me to post his survey on my blog.. so yeahhh.. here it is..........

from Yul, my STRAIGHT best friend

Q1 ~ 5 things about the person who passed you this quiz
- HoT!(2)(I’m straight as well)
- Good in Soccer
- Supports Tottenham Hotspurs(booo!)
- A guy that I can open up to(not literally lah please)
- Can pull his voice(haha singing)

Q2 ~ When was the last time you talked to him?
- At baraq’s house just now saying ‘sape VIP’ haha

Q3 ~ What you like best about him?
- His sincere heart

Q4 ~ What you most hate about him?
- He supports Tottenham haha

Q5 ~ Given a choice will you be friends with him again?
- Never regretted being his friend ever..ill do it over and over again if given a choice..clear enough?haha

Q6 ~ When is the the time you seen him before?
- 1230hrs

Q7 ~ What is your relationship with him?
- Shh!secretly dating…haha no lah best friend

Pass this quiz to him/her
* Nury
* Baraq
* Yul
* Nisa
* Aida
* Hakim
* Faiz

Q8 ~ Impression of the 7 above
Nury – Close friend!haha only one month uh but still..love ya to the max!

Baraq – Super cool shit pe!..seriously great guy to be with..surprisingly serious when needed haha

Yul – My best friend that has been through most of my thick(bad parts) with me..a true friend that I’m lucky to have!

Nisa – Damn sweet and understanding girl..likes rocking on by herself!haha that’s all I can say uh ‘for now’

Aida – My throwing target haha a lively and bubbly girl..soo glad to have met you!

Hakim – Althought we may have differences,I still regard you as a close friend!haha

Faiz – Crazy dude full of merepekness and operations haha but very fun to be with

Q9 ~ What does 1 like to eat?
- Cheeseburger if not mistaken or was it double cheeseburger haha
Q10 ~ What is 2 afraid of?
- Pinches!!!haha

Q11 ~ What is 3 despo-ing of?
- Me uh obviously haha no lah he wants everyone to be happy

Q12 ~ Does 4 like you?
- Maybe??haha no comments for now

Q13 ~ Do you like 5?
- Of course!my target what if not where to aim???

Q14 ~A colour to describe 6?
- GREEN UH OBVIOUS SIA!

Q15 ~ Does 7 listen to you when you need a listening ear?
- He listens if I have a Black Ops plan but other than that no haha

Q16 ~ Who do you want to be with now?
- Everyone but especially her

Q17 ~ How many siblings do you have?
- 2

Q18 ~ Are you a parent?
- Nope

Q19 ~ Is your first kiss still with you?
- Nope

Q20 ~ How are you feeling now?
- Confused actually..hehe

Q21 ~ Who did you last message?
- Her…cannot tell haha

Q22 ~ Do you like him/her?
-Its her sia its soo beyond like anymore haha

Q23 ~ Whats your favourite show?
- Morning primetime news

Q24 ~ Whats the last game you played?
- Guitar hero!!!

2009-03-27T22:37:00.001+08:00

Survey

Quizxszxs .
from Yul, my BEST fren

Q1 ~ 5 things about the person who passed you this quiz
- Baek/Friendly.
- Active Sportsman.
- Great Singer.
- Very Panas..hahahaha.. Hot stuff!!!
- Merepek. haha..

Q2 ~ When was the last time you talked to him?
- Baraq's house yesterday? Or Teh Tarik? hahaha.. Tak ingat ah beb..

Q3 ~ What you like best about him?
- His smile..hahahaha... and yeah, his merepek.. haha

Q4 ~ What you most hate about him?
- Erm............. Cant think of any... so tkder ahh..

Q5 ~ Given a choice will you be friends with him again?
- Lik duh???? Who don't want seyy? Yul sia!! hahahaha

Q6 ~ When is the the time you seen him before?
- ???????

Q7 ~ What is your relationship with him?
- A super duper greeeeaaaaatttttt friend of mine =D

Pass this quiz to him/her
* Nury
* Aida
* Yul
* Firdaus
* Baraq
* Kimo
* Faiz

Q8 ~ Impression of the 7 above
Nury - Violent! hahaha... A very great best friend. Always there for me. =) Need i say more? ;)
Aida - Kecoh! haha.. My sweeeeeeet best friend. Great to hang out with! Full of enthusiasm.
Yul - Merepek! hahaha.. A great guy who put others before himself. Hot stuff!! haha
Firdaus - Sweeet! and cute too.. hahaha.. Very caring and funny guy.
Baraq - Sexy! hahaha.. Very friendly and cool guy to hang out with.
Kimo- Sneaky Little Bastard! hahaha.. joking2... A great scandal of mine..Great to hang out with!
Faiz - Joker! Always bring laughter when he's around.. haha

Q9 ~ What does 1 like to eat?
- Double Cheeseburger =)

Q10 ~ What is 2 afraid of?
- Losing Nury and me? hahaha.. =)

Q11 ~ What is 3 despo-ing of?
- His friends' happiness? haha.. i guess so... or rape kimo!! hahahaha =D

Q12 ~ Does 4 like you?
- like? like jek? entahh.. hahahaha u think? =)

Q13 ~ Do you like 5?
- Lik duh????? Saper tak seyy??? Baraq the best ah! Sexy abes! haha

Q14 ~A colour to describe 6?
- Green Freeeaaaakk!! seriously. haha

Q15 ~ Does 7 listen to you when you need a listening ear?
- Errrrr............ Never turn to him before.. so.. dunno.. haha.

Q16 ~ Who do you want to be with now?
- All the mentioned above =)

Q17 ~ How many siblings do you have?
- One Great Bro.. ;)

Q18 ~ Are you a parent?
- Nope

Q19 ~ Is your first kiss still with you?
- Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.... Got that? hahaha

Q20 ~ How are you feeling now?
- Now? Greeeeeeaaaaaaaaattttt! why shouldn't i be right? ;)

Q21 ~ Who did you last message?
- Nury Idzaty Bte Md Jamanludin.. saper lagi seyy.. haha

Q22 ~ Do you like him/her?
- like? like jek? LOOOOOVE her lah seyyyy!

Q23 ~ Whats your favourite show?
- Ellen DeGeneres Show and CSI

Q24 ~ Whats the last game you played?
- Guitar Hero at Baraq house =)

**** The people whom I mentioned, please be kind enough to do this survey

~NiSa~

2009-03-26T13:13:00.003+08:00

Head bang people!!!

ROCK ON!!!

hahahaha

\m/ \m/

sorry for the randomness

im rocking out alone!

weeeeeeeeeee

hahaha

peace out people!!

=)

~NiSa~

2009-03-25T21:25:00.003+08:00

so yeah
it seems like a thumbs down from all
how?
what should i do?
i tried my best to avoid all of this from happening now
but its just so hard
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there's a reason for all the choices i made
you'll know the reasons soon
i was unsure then
a lot of doubts and assumptions
i let go of you at the thought of something untrue
now im trap
a mistake will change everything
will it?
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if only i could turn back the time?
hahahaha
merepek sia
anyway
i guess i'll just have to wait
we'll see what's going to happen after 26 days
be patient nisa
haha
=)
toodles!

~NiSa~

2009-03-25T19:44:00.006+08:00

aida.nury =)

nury.me =)

baraq was asked to jump down by kim.. but he didnt lahh.. giler per.. haha!

aida + cat = keeeeuuuttte!

me.aida.baraq.nury =) [trying our best not to fall. haha!]

us again.. this time with kim inside.. =)

hot per kiter?! hahahaha

feeling "by the staircase " hahaha... aper mepek? haha!

lawa ehk.... i mean the background ahh.. hehe.. =)

sweeeeeeeeeeett! =)

aida atas nury???? HmmmMmmMmm... haha

wokaaaaayyyy..... no comments... hahaha

sumer step tinggi.. hahahahaha

us again..... =)

sempat seyy.. atas railing.. haha.

me.aida. =)

"supporting" aida.. mcm fhm.. hahahaha...

muker cm penat jek? hahaha..

wat did i do? haha

errrr..... gua no comments ahh.. haha..

haiz.... aperlah nk jadi ngan korg ehk.. ish3.. hahaha...

Take care people! =)=)=)

~NiSa~

2009-03-25T19:32:00.002+08:00

Woooooohoooooo!!!! Ola ola ola people!!! Hehe.. had a great time with my darling girlfriends just now! I miss them so much lah seyyy... i mean its been a long time since we had a girls day out.. haha.. initially, i wasn’t even planning to go out.. then... my mum asked me out to afghan.. so yeahh.. went out.. den eh, i saw this 2 kids ahh.. hahahahaha... nolahhh.. this 2 hot gals lahhh.. nury and aida.. hehe.. so well, i asked my mum if i could join them.. i got the green light, so yeahh, i went off with them lahhh... =)=)=)

went to teh tarik to makan... i had nasi ayam, standard. Haha.. nury had porridge coz she was sick? So yeahh.. den kim and baraq joined us a while.. aida carried a cat lah sia!!! Hahahaha.. aida seyy! Haha.. thankz to baraq who placed the cat on aida’s lap.. after that we girls headed off to search for envelope for aida to post her poly stuff.. on the way bought bubble tea.. =) haha.. then went back to teh tarik.. baraq was having his ‘breakfast’. Then had this ‘wet’ joke.. hahahahahahha... u know i know we know, baraq and aida..( *wink2* ) haha..

Then the girls headed off to century square as aida had to get something from montip.. while baraq and kim headed back to baraq’s house for guitar hero! Hahahahha.. nury sabar jek.. haha.. we decided to walk to century square.. from afghan.. hahaha.. dekat per.. kn korg kn?? Anyway, perangai kiteorg merepek seyy throughout the way... perangai t*t*k... hahahaha.. mcm obsene gitukn if i write the word.. haha! Nury ngan aida ah.. ish3.... and of course, a loooottt of camwhoring... i wonder how many pics we took today... hmm.. its like after a few distance, we stop to take pics.. hahaha.. finally, after what it seems a long time, we reached century square.. haha.. bought the stuffs that aida wanted and then headed off to the lib area there as nury need to get some stuffs.. blah blah blah.. last few picts and then reached nury house... lepak a while there and then went off at around 6.20 there? So yeah... aida accompanied me to wait for the bus and we went home..........

So well, had a fun time laughing a lot today.. haha.. and oh ya, nury told me that i gained weight lah sia!!! Weeeeeee!!!! Hahahaha.. but then, i think after the hadcore laughs we had today, i think i shed a few kilos already.. sob sob.. but its okay.. i shall gain it again.. haha. So yeahh.. picts will be uploaded soon for readers to enjoy.. till next time.. bye bye!! =) =) =)

~NiSa~

I LOVE NURY IDZATY AND NURUL AIDA!!!! =D

2009-03-24T18:17:00.000+08:00

i have never seen you this emotionally disturbed after so long....
seriously
i wasn't expecting all of this coming
i thought, finally, happiness is yours
but yeah
maybe missing someone too much can just turn you crazy
this is what i hate about the thing called "LOVE"
it just brings you down sometimes
and yeah
problem will start revolving around you when you loses your mood
it will certainly affect people around you
but fret not
everything will return to normal soon
trust me
im sure they'll understand
=)
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wokayyy.. enough of the emotional stuff.. haha.. i think its the season of problems.. or is it.. we are the cause of all the problems? forget about it. anyway, finally went out with friends yesterday.. honestly, i had fun the whole day! although i was super duper tired, i still enjoyed the day.. with all my beloved frens.. to sum everything up, in the morning, me, nury, aida, firtri and arif went to Changi airport to send Amirul off to Korea.. then we had breakfast at teh tarik n mcdonalds.. around 10 plus, nury's mum gav nury a call saying that she wanted go Giant. So since all of us had no plans then, we accompanied nury's mum to Giant.. like waahh.. suddenly her kids like a lot ahh.. haha.. had a lot of fun in the supermarket.. pictures please go to nury's blog cause im lazy to upload. haha. then went back to nury's house as we help carryng all those stuffs.. i wonder how she would manage it if she went alone. anyway, on the way back saw yul at the interchange.. he just ended his tennis session.. then, when we were in the bus, we saw faiz at the Gongshang Pri bustop.. we were waving like crazy.. hahahaha.. then, had lunch at nury's house.. double cheeseburger wif veggies.. how cool is that? haha.. mini big mac.. n its onl 2 dollars.. hehe.. thanx mama for the treat! =)

soon, after the stomach is full [well, not really for me, HAHA], me, arif and fitri slacked around.. aida had to go home first to pick up her sis.. n well, take a nap.. haha.. anyway, soon, arif, fitri and me fell asleep.. haha! of course at different places lahh... arep slept at the couch opposte mine while fitri slept on the chair near the balcony.. recliner is it nury? whatever its called.. haha.. then around 3.30pm sumer dah bangun and well, went off separate ways.. arif and fitri had their own plans.. me, nury and aida went to meet the dudesssss... haha.. yul, kim, fird n baraq... aww.. i miss them.. haha.. but they were really laughing a lot lahh.. i pity baraq because of the attacks from yul n kim.. hahaha.. so yeah.. after that,i walked nury home and i went home.. was soooo tired that by 11 plus i fell asleep..haha

so yeahh.. thats all i hav to say... i guess i'll be back soon..haha.. sorry no pictures cause i lazy to upload.. go read nury blog kayy.. haha.. till then, bye bye! take care! =)

~NiSa~

2009-03-21T18:44:00.004+08:00

nisa...vegetarian....? HAHA!

ola people! =) Great news! I just realised i was in the top 3 pelajar terbaik for the Sec 4 MUIS examination around spore.. HAHA! Laugh all u want man.... i got third place! =)=)=) Went for prize presentation this morning.. I received a plaque and a small Quran with the tafsir.. hehe.. anyway, rushed home then headed back to my madr coz i got exam.. when all the other classes is having holiday today, the diploma class got exam.. wth seyy.. hahaha.. anyway, it went well.. i guess? haha.. hmm... after that an ustazah came by our class and make announcement saying that the results for the MUIS exam is officially out.. pick it up at the general office.. then me n sarah [she got 2nd place!] winked at each other.. the others all didnt know that we were among the top students.. HAHA.. n well... here's my result which got me 3rd:

Aqidah Islamiyah - A1
Akhlak Islamiyah - A1
Fiqh Islamiyah - A1
Tajwid & Al-Quran - A1
Sejarah Islam - C5
Bahasa Arab - C5

So yeah.... honestly, i didnt even expect to pass my Sejarah and Bahasa Arab... HAHA.. cause it was the 2 hardest paper.. many of my friends flunked the 2 subjects.. so i should count myself lucky for passing it.. Alhamdulillah.. =) =) =) And of course, i didnt expect the straight As ahh.. hahaha... cause some of it was last minute study.. hehe.. just hope i wont slack from this year onwards.. must work hard seyy! haha.. to see if i slacked or not, i just have to wait for the result for my recent exams.. Metodologi Kajian Ilmiah and Aqidah.. oh ya... finally my project is finished!!! wooohooooooo!!! Officially submitted it just now.. hehe.. so proud so my work.. HAHA!

anyway, nury's back! as in her internet dah okayy ahh.. hehe.. just feel like grabbing some photos.. =)

kayylahh.. nth else to say i guess? haha.. will be back soon! take care people! and i love u all very very much! =) =) =)

~NiSa~

.Believe me . I'm Lying.

2009-03-20T21:49:00.004+08:00

when ppl get bored...........haha..

I MISS FIRD LAH SEYY!!!

haiz..

just like how nury misses my scandal

haha

we are on the same boat yeah nury?

but at least korg boleh text seyy..

aku tk lehh....

sad sia0!

hahaha..

he's gonna be back on sunday

damn it!

lamer seyyy...............

hahaha

padahal lagi 2 hari jek ehk

but still????

haha

i never felt anything for the past few days

but suddenly

ntah ehk

the feelings just come

maybe cause he gave me a text last tues

"Hey____ its 10 plus there bt its 3 aftnn here hehe god i miss you soo much..dun reply kay just knw i love you very much and i'll see you sn"

walau!!!

haha

just when i wasnt thinking about him

he made me think of him

=( ? =) ?

ntah

still confused here

anyway

i would like to thank nury for keeping me company all this while

i know she cant read this cause her internet havent fix yet

but still

wanna say thanks

hehe

oh ya

just in case u people are wondering

im still single yaw!

hahaha

peace! =)

kayylahh2

better get back to study

got exam lia0

hehe

bubbyes!

~NiSa~

2009-03-19T16:07:00.002+08:00

Kisah Tauladan Yang Menyayat Hati...

"Abang ni, pakai tu elok-elok la sikit," kata Liza lembut sambil
membetulkan pakaian Usin. Usin tersenyum memandang isterinya.

"Cantik isteri abang hari ni," Usin mencubit pipi Liza lembut.

"Ayah, ayah, cepat la yah," Farah dan Adi meluru masuk ke bilik kerana dah
tak sabar-sabar nak bertolak pulang ke kampung.

"Yelah, yelah, ayah dah siap ni."

Liza hanya tersenyum melihat suaminya itu melayan karenah anak-anak mereka
yang comel dan manja.

"Abang, dah lama kita tak balik kampung macam ni ye?"

"Iyelah, maklumlah abang ni sibuk dengan urusan perniagaan. Baru kali ni
abang ada peluang untuk cuti panjang." Usin berkata kepada isterinya
tercinta.

Perjalanan daripada KL ke Tangkak mengambil masa lebih kurang empat jam.

Farah dan Adi dah pun terlelap kat kerusi belakang. Begitu juga dengan
isterinya, Liza.

"Tak sabar rasanya nak tiba kat kampung," Usin berkata dalam hati.

Sedikit demi sedikit Usin menekan minyak keretanya. Semakin lama keretanya
semakin laju dan Usin semakin seronok. Usin dah tak sabar untuk segera
sampai ke kampungnya. Pedal minyak ditekannya lagi dan Honda Civicnya mula
memecut.

Usin cilok kiri, cilok kanan. Habis semua kenderaan dipotongnya. Bangga
betul Usin masa tu. Terlupa dia sekejap pada anak dan isterinya yang
sedang tidur.

"Eh abang, kenapa bawa laju sangat ni?" tiba-tiba Liza terjaga dari
tidurnya.

"Tak ada apa la sayang, rileks...cepat sikit kita sampai kampung nanti."

"Sabar bang, sabar. Biar lambat tak apa....jangan laju sangat bang, Liza takut."
Liza cuba memujuk Usin supaya memperlahankan kenderaannya.

"Rileks Liza.tak ada apa-apa," Usin terus memotong bas ekspres di depannya
tanpa was-was.

"Haaa..kan, tengok. Tak ada apa-apa kan?" kata Usin setelah berjaya
memotong bas ekspres tadi.

"Sudah la tu bang."

"Ha... tu ada satu lagi bas ekspres. Liza tengok abang motong dia
aaa...."

Usin terus masuk gear 3, pedal minyak ditekannya hingga jejak ke lantai.

Usin terus membelok ke kanan untuk memotong dan.... di depannya tersergam
sebuah lori balak yang besar dan gagah dan.....

BAAANGGG!!!

"Usin....bangun Sin," sayup-sayup terdengar suara emaknya. Usin membuka
matanya. Dia terlihat emaknya di situ.

"Mak, Usin di mana mak? Mana Liza mak? Macam mana dengan Liza mak? Farah,
Adi.... mana anak-anak saya mak?" Bertubi-tubi Usin menyoal emaknya. Usin
tak dapat menahan kesedihannya lagi. Usin menangis semahu-mahunya di depan
emaknya.

Emaknya memandang Usin tepat-tepat.

"Macam mana dengan isteri Usin mak, Liza?" Usin masih terus menangis.

PANGGG!!!

Kepala Usin yang botak itu ditampar oleh emaknya dengan tiba-tiba. Usin
terdiam. Kenapa emaknya buat dia macam tu?

"Banyak la engkau punya isteri! Keja pun pemalas ada hati nak berbini.
Tu la, tidur lagi senja-senja macam ni! Dah! Bangun pegi sembahyang!"
emaknya terus merungut sambil berlalu keluar....

....Dan Usin tersengih keseorangan. Rasa macam nak masuk dalam tin
biskut!

Malu beb!!

Sekian

Moral : Pandulah dengan berhati-hati walaupun di dalam mimpi.. Ingatlah
orang tersayang...

wahahahha.. peace people! currently taking a break from finishing my project.. hehe.. don't mind me.. =) kayylahh.. will be back again.. bubbye! =)

~NiSa~

2009-03-18T22:16:00.003+08:00

wokayy people... something very stupid happened to me just now.. well, it was among the stupidest email i have ever gotten in my life.. so the story goes....

i was super bored when i got home just now.. and no one was online.. n like nury was like complaining to me , "Nisa, aku rindu ______!!!!!!!" so i layan her while checking my email... then i received a lot of emails ahh.. so i open everything.. then there was this one from FAIZ... it says, serious no joke.. so confirm its something stupid lah.. FAIZ seyyy!! hahahahaha.. Peace! =)

then dpt tahu psl love aper bender ntah... then dier suro fill up 3 names then click calculate.. so i was like.. nk taruk namer saper ehk? i cant possibly write nury's name now cause she no more guy.. so cannot cannot.. nnti ader org marah.. haha...so coincidentally, i was at yul's blog.. so i put yul name first.. then i checked my hp inbox, i saw fird's name below nury's msg.. so i put fird second.. then i was thinking saper lagi ehk nk taruk.. then my ex chatted wif me... so i put his name lah.. just to see the outcome kn.. haha.. then i click calculate.. ni confirm bender merepek.. the next part, kekek giler per! haha

dapat tahu dier tulis, sorry, u have been fooled.. the names were sent to faiz.. then i was like in front of the lappy making the lame face.. if only he was in front of me, he would have seen the lamest face i could ever make.. hahahahahaha

well, they sae curiousity kills the cat... n also boredom kills u too.. so yeahh.. because of all that, i fell for the lame thing... n im blaming nury too.. because she never give me a call and layan me!!!!!!!!!!! (cause she was busy wif my scandal! Hmmph!)

and oh ya, im on the phone with her now.. and she's just so merepek and she has been craving for chocalate for the past few hours.. this happen because she is plain bored n she misses my scandal.. saper yg tahu, tahu ahh.. tk tahu sudah.. heee =)

kayy.. will be back soon i guess.. bye bye! see u when i see u...

~NiSa~

2009-03-17T23:30:00.001+08:00

HOW?!

HOW?!

HOW?!

SOMEONE!

HELP!

ME!

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well.. currently feeling.. hmmm... entah ehk.. sad? disappointed? confused? happy? cool? relax? entah.. tak tahu.. hahahaha... don't mind the above.. just felt like shouting it out loud.. but i can't now.. giler per pat bilik tak pasal2 pekik2 mcm org giler... -.-" haha.. hmm... have been going out... standard... just now went to East View Secondary School.. haha.. to pick up our O level certificate.. was with my beloved darlingsssss.... NURY.AIDA.AREP. =D
met up with nury and aida at nury's house.. then gave arep a call and soon he joined us... amik cert sumer.. blah blah.. headed to the lib a while so aida could return books she borrowed for her sis.. then.. aida was craving for teh tarik and we headed to Mr Teh Tarik.. it was full initially so we went to Shop n Save a while as arep wanna get some bites.. in the end he bought Strawberry Yoghurt Smoothie.. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...... hahahaha.. :)

walked back to Mr Teh Tarik and luckily there is an empty table for us.. =) bought pratas n drinks.. had a lot of talks.. hmm........ citer sumer baek2 nyer.. hahaha.. well, dah lamer tak catch up with each other... wat do u expect kn.. got to know A LOT of things i didnt know.. haha! soon after, FITRI joined us.. awwwwww... i miss him.. rindu kena kacau ngan kau ah boy! hahaha.. then.... oh ya, KIM joined us too... lastly, BARAQ met up with us a while.. then.... arep and fitri headed to tampines mall while baraq went off to meet his friends... me, nury, aida and kim headed to KFC as kim nk mkn... after that walked nury home.... then aida... lastly, me n kim took 34 and headed home... now... penat ahh... haha

just realised my madr project is due this sat.. n guess wat? i just started sia!! hahahaha.. baek ah nisa.. haha.. i also got another exam tis sat... last sat exam was okayylahh.. the open book was kinda tedious so kena read the book dlm2.. baca secara mendalam... hahaha... the paper 2 was also okayy ah.. haiz.. sumer ckp okayy2 jek.. dapat tahu result rabak ehk.. mak kau.. haha! anyway.... before the exam, i got to attend a prize presentation at paya lebar... for wat? hmm... i dunno if i should say it here or not.. takut nnti org ckp bragging.. hahaha... tklahh.. hmm.. yest i received a call from an ustaz from my madr... n guess wat he said? i am antara pelajar terbaik for the last year MUIS exam.. hahahahahaahhahahaha.... laugh all u want.. i was freaking shock lah seyy!!! cause i was confident that i flunked my arab paper... hahaha.. wat the hell kn.. sarah texted me yest.. i knew she got it too.. haha.. she is freaking pandai sia.. hahaha.. so yeah, wish me all the best.. not for the prize presentation.. but for the exam.. cause i damn scared sia.. haha

well... today marks 2 days since fird went off to switz.. haha... confirm he is enjoying himself there.. holiday sia.. wat do u expect? haha.. confirm korg ingt aku rindu giler pt dier kn?? kn? hahahaha.. as a matter of fact, i do miss him.. but tklah smpai aku asyik teringat-ingat, terfikir-fikir sal dier.. haha.. not that crazy kayy... maybe cause i got my faithful friends to keep me company? or maybe cause....... nah... its for me to know and only some people to find out.. haha.. i think this one week is a break for me... from everything.... clear my mind and sort out everything before reaching into any decision..

kayy, i think i wrote quite a lot.. gonna be back soon.. i guess.. haha.. goodnights people! take care! Love everyone loads! :) :) :)

~NiSa~

2009-03-17T12:53:00.001+08:00

James Morrison ft Nelly Furtado - Broken Strings

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me now I can’t feel anything

When I love you
It’s so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking it’s the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all ok

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
A lie’s worse
I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train
When it’s too late (too late)

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all ok

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
And lie’s worse
I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late (too late)

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
Oh and I love you a little less than before .. yeah

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last change to feel again

2009-03-13T23:40:00.000+08:00

wokayyyyy... updates! hahahaha... its been quite some time since i updated.. haha.. so so sorry... have been going out and by the time i reached home, i'll be too tired to even go online.. haha... anyway, i got nothing much to update about.. everyday had been a great day for me even though its usually not planned..haha... watched 2 movies recently. Push n Marley and Me.. both were great shows... even though, honestly, i wasn't really concentrating on the movies.. NOT because i was doing something else.. but my mind just love to wander off while the movie is going on.. especially when im cuddling in someone's arm.............. hahahahahahaha... no no..not cause of that.. its just that wen u r really not doing anything, ur mind just wander off.. cant help it right? i was really trying my best to concentrate on the movie.. which i succeded around the later part of the show.. hahaha.. nisa nisa... other than movies, went to bugis.. =) =) =) its been quite some time since i went there... bought a dress.. n lots of food. HAHA.. but i still dunno when to wear the dress.. Hmmmm....

other than that, mostly went lepak... let me recall... mcd afghan.. ikea... hmm.. n ader lagi kot.. but cant really rmmbr.. haha.. oh ya! met up wif girlfriends on one of the sundays..DEB n AMANI! =) pity aida couldn't be there coz she got work.. hmm.. we met up at paya lebar for lunch as deb had to run back to church aft that.. hmm...miss dem soooo much.. did a lot of catching up.. we'll hav that again soon =)

right now... i dunno what im feeling.. totally confuse... its love plus hate.. hahahaha.. what the hell nisa.. don't feel like elaborating more.. just know its a lose-lose situation.. how lia0? i brought this upon myself.. BAEK NISA! haha. okayylahh.. will update again soon i guess... if im not lazy.. hehe.. nitez people! take care! =)

~NiSa~

I never saw that coming
I should have started running a long, long time ago
And now
I see history repeating itself

2009-03-03T19:10:00.001+08:00

alright people! updates! updates! hahahaha.. so so sorry for the late post.. have been laazzy to upate nowadays.. coz well, whatever i update, nury will update coz wherever i go, she will be there.. so klau update pun will be about the same thing.. haha.. kk.. summarise jek kayy.. lately have been going out... lepak ngan standard people ahh.. nury, kim, yul, baraq, aida... ni pun, tadi, met up with yul, baraq, kim n nury... dapat tahu, nury kene balik.. dang! so well me n kim send nury off at the interchange den we headed to mcd opp kfc to wait for yul n baraq.. kim was in pain... i shall not mention in detail here.. HAHA! den baraq came... den yul.. after that? MAKAN lah aper lagi.. hahahahaha.. lepas tu..... kim had to go off coz kene jage adek dier... so left me, baraq n yul.. tk tahu nk uat per ah after that.. we just got off our chairs n walk wherever our legs brought us too.. more to like yul ah leading the way.. haha.. went surveying for kim's birthday present.. then, i headed home coz i was needed there n baraq n yul went to meet up with their friends..

alright, a lot of events coming up! other than poly stuffs.. haha.. hmm.. lets see.. yul's gig [which i cant go! DAMN IT!], fird going to switz , baraq's check-up, kim's bdae, arep bdae, deb's bdae, zah bdae... yeahh.. bnyk kn? haha... a lot of march babies... gonna be broke! haha.. anyway, our dear friend, fird, is going to switz lah seyy!!! hmmph! jealous per.. hahahaha... i want to send him off seyy.. but ntahlah, they say shud be mlm.. dunno if i can make it or not... hmmm... never mind, just hope fird wont forget people in singapore and of course, souveneirs for all of us. especially me!!!! HAHA! tak tahu malu sak nisa.. hahaha... we all will miss u fird!! =D =D =D

okayy... i dunno what else to update about... kinda bored now... can anyone please entertain me??? hahaha... take care people! will be back soon! =)

I LoVe You! =D

~NiSa~

p/s: cant wait for thurs! hehe... =)

2009-02-25T15:31:00.000+08:00

Kids Are Quick

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TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America.
MARIA: Here it is.
TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America?
CLASS: Maria.
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TEACHER: John, why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor?
JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables.
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TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell 'crocodile?'
GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L'
TEACHER: No, that's wrong
GLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it.
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TEACHER: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water?
DONALD: H I J K L M N O.
TEACHER: What are you talking about?
DONALD: Yesterday you said it's H to O.
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TEACHER: Winnie, name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten years ago.
WINNIE: Me!
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TEACHER: Glen, why do you always get so dirty?
GLEN: Well, I'm a lot closer to the ground than you are.
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TEACHER: Millie, give me a sentence starting with 'I.'
MILLIE: I is..
TEACHER: No, Millie..... Always say, 'I am.'
MILLIE: All right... 'I am the ninth letter of the alphabet.'
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TEACHER: George Washington not only chopped down his father's cherry tree, but also admitted it. Now, Louie, do you know why his father didn't punish him?
LOUIS: Because George still had the axe in his hand.
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TEACHER: Now, Simon, tell me frankly, do you say prayers before eating?
SIMON: No sir, I don't have to, my Mom is a good cook.
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TEACHER: Clyde , your composition on 'My Dog' is exactly the same as your brother's. Did you copy his?
CLYDE : No, sir. It's the same dog.
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TEACHER: Harold, what do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?
HAROLD: A teacher
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2009-02-23T22:35:00.003+08:00

okayy

nth much to update

nowadays lepak wif yul, kim, baraq, nury

nth new

hmm

penat ahh

im sooo tired

of being the lost one

dah biaser ahh

not the first time pun

not being petty here

just letting out feelings

yeah

im seriously tired

thats all

thanks

goodnight

=)

~NiSa~

2009-02-19T23:22:00.000+08:00

okayy.. guess what? i had an argument with my bro.. haha.. stupid seyy...i was super bored and not in the mood and he start to pick a fight with me... aper seyy.. but it was seriously stupid.. guess what we argue about? the LAPPY.. like wth kan? the story goes like this..

he just reached home lah from school.. then coincidentally i was on the lappy.. i just switched it on as i went out a while just now.. then he tell me, he want to use the lappy a while at night... then i say okayylahh.. i went to get ready a while as my parents wants to bring us out for dinner.. then i was like thinking, hmm, why dont he use the computer and i'll use the lappy.. its MY lappy anyway.. not being selfish but just being fair.. both get to use anyway.. so i told him, he can use the computer and the broadband connection while i can use the lappy and the wireless connection.. well, my house beside a school so always got wireless from the school.. smart me.. hehe.. then he give me this face and say, no, he WANTS to use the lappy..take note, he insisted on it... i was like what the hell is wrong with him seyy?? then when we going out of the house, he gives this super sulky face and say he dont wanna follow... i ask why lahh.. he say he wanna use the lappy.. mak kau!!! i was super pissed! then my mum was like persuading him to follow sumer.. i dont give a damn anyway and i went out of the house first.. it was my lappy anyway... ader comp buat per kn... fair what my deal.. kn? kn? hahaha..

he seriously insisted on not following us.. mcm merepek kn.. theres no food at home and i dont want him to starve.. if buy pack also later my mom have to wash the dishes.. then i was like, okay fine, i mengalah, i went in back and tell him straight at the face, you can use the lappy later.. im using it at 12am.. got that?! then he went to his room and change and just walk past me out of the house.. oh come on, where's your thank you? whatever lah ehk.. then like obvious sia he merajuk.. he walked super fast and super in front.. wayy far from me and my parents.. i was like, aper lagi seyy dier nak? haha.. then coincidentally, my uncle drove past and stop by the sidewalk.. me n my parents also stop ahh.. said hi and my aunt ask where's my bro... then coincidentally me and my parents point at the same direction and said, "Tuu.. kt depan.. MERAJUK.. " hahahahaha.. then we looked at each other and laugh out loud.. hahahaha... then my bro stop at the bbt shop to buy drink and my dad went to withdraw money at 7-11 there.

me n my mom pun walk ahead first.. then i was like complaining to her all the way lahh.. the older he gets, the more unreasonable he becomes.. if he dont get what he wants, he will merajuk and show the sulky face.. pathetic sia.. all this came out as i was angry what.. it was unintentional but it really was something i was worried about him.. he is changing... not for the good.. but for the worse.. and i dont want that to happen.. he is getting more childish, not mature.. pathetic.. pathetic.. pathetic! hahahahaha.. then my mom say he follow my dad.. it runs in the blood. haha.. i was like telling her i was so menyampah when guys merajuk all.. then kene pujok all.. malaz per.....! haha.. then when we reach rase 21, my bro arrived soon after frm the bbt shop.. then my mum was like telling him tk bagus tau lelaki merajuk, perempuan menyampah.. den iwas like giggling2 lahh.. haha.. then he show me middle finger.. HAHA.. its a good sign anyway..

ME + Middle Finger Frm BRO = We Are Back To Normal!! =) =)

hahaha.. merepek.. i know.. but its the usual thing for us.. haha.. then when going home.. he okayy already lahh.. talk to me like normal.. see? we cant get angry with each other for long.. just now was only.. hmm.. half an hour? hahaha.. okayy2.. thats all i wann sae for now.. will be back soon.. bye bye! take care people! Smile Always! =)

~NiSa~

2009-02-19T19:08:00.001+08:00

I'm BoReD..
I'm BoReD..
I'm BoReD..
I'm BoReD..
I'm BoReD..
I'm BoReD..
I'm BoReD..
I'm BoReD..
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Just wanna share some jokes i got from the mail.. haha.. =)

Cium Isteri
Pada suatu pagi, bertanya si isteri pada si suami:
Isteri :Abang tengok jiran kita yg baru pindah tu?
Suami :Kenapa?
Isteri :Tiap pagi sebelum pergi kerja, suami dia akan cium isterinya. Bila pulang
kerja, dia akan berikan isterinya sekuntum bunga mawar. Loving betullah
mereka. Kenapa abang tak buat macam tu?
Suami :Nak mampus... Mana abang kenal isteri dia?'

Bunuh Setan
Suatu petang selepas pulang dari kuliah agama di surau si isteri menceritakan apa yang didengarnya dalam kuliah tersebut kepada suaminya.
'Abang, abang nak tau tak, ustaz kata bila suami dan isteri itu bersatu/bersetubuh kan bang kan dengan cara yang betul dan menjaga syarat yang betul maka pasangan tersebut akan mendapat pahala sama seperti membunuh 10 ekor atau beberapa ekor syaitan'.
Kata si suami 'yerr kerr. Tak apa malam ni malam Jumaat, masa yang sesuai utuk bunuh syaitan kan , betul tak sayanggg'sambil ketawa.
Isteri hanya tersenyum panjang.
Selang dua hari kemudian, si isteri berkata 'banggg, jom kita bunuh syaitan... bang'. Si suami tersenyum panjang.
Selang dua hari kemudian, si isteri berkata 'banggg, jom kita bunuh syaitan... bang'.
'tak pe...tunggula malam'.
Esoknya si isteri berkata 'banggg, jom kita bunuh syaitan...bang'.
Si suami diam sambil mengangguk lemah.
Esoknya si isteri berkata 'banggg, jom kita bunuh syaitan... '.
Si suami tiba - tiba marah dan berkata ..........
'Ayang nie nak bunuh syaitan ke nak bunuh abang?!'

Kek Hari jadi...

Seorang lelaki telah pergi ke sebuah kedai kek untuk memesan sebiji kek sempena hari jadi isterinya. 'Apa yang hendak ditulis pada kek ulang tahun ini, encik?' tanya si gadis manis yang bertugas di kaunter kepada lelaki itu.

'Mmmm, tulis saja 'Sayang tidak bertambah tua' di bahagian atas,
kemudian sambung dengan 'Sayang cuma bertambah cantik' di bahagian bawah,'kata lelaki itu.Esoknya, lelaki itu datang mengambil kek yang ditempahnya itu dan terus membawa pulang ke rumah untuk dipersembahkan kepada isterinya yang tersayang di hadapan tetamu-tetamu yang lain. Dan ketika kek itu dibuka di depan isteri dan tetamu undangan yang lain, lelaki itu setengah pengsan ketika membaca tulisan yang tertera di kek itu:

'SAYANG TIDAK BERTAMBAH TUA DI BAHAGIAN ATAS. SAYANG CUMA BERTAMBAH CANTIK DI BAHAGIAN BAWAH.'

~NiSa~

2009-02-18T20:42:00.001+08:00

beb.. i wanna say sorry for getting pissed just now.. n yeah, i was angry.. haha.. i should have known you better.. like duh? what a thing to say nisa.. haha.. anyway, whatever regrets you have done in life cant be reversed back and the only thing you could do is just avoid from repeating the same mistakes again.. of course, it would not be easy. like what you said, it had turned into a habit.. so now, u realise, everything is coming back again like last time.. you want to change.. but sometimes, you cant force yourself on it because it will hurt you more and who knows it can turn you crazy.. hahaha.. mepek sak nisa.. anyway... just know that changes requires time n maybe one or two years is not enough.. you have to be patient and of course, you will have my support always.. dont worry, i will always be there for you.. =) in life, you can never have people with the exact characters or perangai like you.. even twins have different characters.. you can never be like me and i can never be like you. we are special in our own ways.. so people, dont bother asking her to be nice like me because she and me is different.. even if you were just kidding, those remarks would always be noted and it would really disturb the mind.. haha.. so to dear nury, dont hope too much for you to be able to change in a short period of time.. just know, whatever it is, i will be there for you, no matter how long it takes.. this i promise you.. i would never want to see you get hurt by the same situation over and over again.. i feel sad n angry to people who cant seem to understand you.. the you you.. haha.. if i could accept you for who you are, why cant they? i believe that there are many good points about you to be thought about rather than the bad ones.. so.. i just hope you wont change until even i cant recognise you.. hahahaha... n let me say this again... i will always support you in any of your decisions and i will be there for you to lend a helping hand or a listening ear.. what are friends for right? love you always dear! take care! =)

~NiSa~

2009-02-17T12:37:00.002+08:00

me.nury. yesterday.. more pics, nury blog.. thank u =)

aida with her hamburger cake.. cool right? hahaha

the dress me and nury bought her.. lawa kn? haha

introducing.. Booboo! =)

Booboo with the 3 hot chicks.. HAHA

Hakim =)

Fird =) Barak =)

nury.has.me.

yul .barak.me.. hakim sebok pegang racket.. haha

hakim again with the racket.. haiz.. haha

nury.hakim.fird.. this time barak with his net.. haha

okayy! updates updates! haha.. i smell so good now... anyone wanna smell me? hahahahaha.. i spent almost 45 mins - 1 hr in the shower...haha.. my hair was itching like hell [exaggerating.. hehe] so i decided to give it a good wash.. haha... anyway... did a lot of running today... sweat a lot ahh.. okayy2.. lets not talk about today first.. we shall talk about yesterday first.. hee..

yesterday, nury was on standby so we decided to go lepak and chill around at pasir ris beach... HAKIM.YUL.BARAK. joined us too... well, as usual i went to pick nury up at her house den we headed off to aida's bus stop to take bus as we missed 21 before that... then... 17 came.. so we took it lahh.. me n nury had a feeling that yul would be in the bus because a while ago, yul texted nury saying that he just boarded the bus.. so.. i board the bus first and checked the first floor.. no sign of yul.. so we went up to the 2nd floor... ta da! there he is.. in front.. haha.. he didnt noticed us.. so we sat quietly behind him.. ingat nk kacau but then tkperlahh.. haha.. den we move a bit behind.. hoping so much he wont notice.. haha.. then reach interchange.. we covered our faces with book so that he wont see us.. n yeah.. he didnt.. haha! he seriously didnt notice us.. hahaha.. kayy2... den went to old chang kee to grab a bite and sweet talk for drinks... blah blah blah.. it rained anyway so we decided to go e hub first.. the dudes decided to play pool... cool or what? haha.. me n nury just sit around and watch... pastu... hakim was craving for nasi ayam... hahahaha... dunno why.. first we went n the wrong shop.. the shop only sell chicken without the rice.. haha.. mangkok per.. then we headed off to the foodcourt there and managed to get chicken rice for hakim.. haha...after makan than we headed to pasir ris park to slack around... the dudes and nury played taiti while i just watched.. hmm.. gerek ah tgk dorg maen... pastu... kiter jln like arnd 8+...after sending hakim to the bus stop, i went off... hmm... skip skip skip... because not important.. haha.. had conference last night... which lasted till morning.. hmm.. let me recall... 12.30 am like that until 5.57 am... hahahahaha.. zaget per? the survivors were ME.NURY.YUL.FIRD.. hahaha.. pastu, dah ah.. kiter tdo.. zzzzzzzzzzz...

okayy.. today.. is AIDA birthday... hehe... and also me, nury and the dudes plan to play badminton and CS.. hmm.. lets see who was there. AIDA.NURY.ME.YUL.BARAK.HAKIM.FIRD.
yeahh... so me, nury, yul, hakim and baraq met at mcd first... went off to buy aida cake.. hee.. the cake shape hamburger lah sia... cool seyy.. haha..den we headed off to aida's block... had a short rounding around a block which the dudes thought it was aida's.. HAHA... den.. fird met us.. me n nury went to aida's place to seek permission from her mom to 'pinjam' aida a while.. hehe.. while waiting for aida to get ready, me n nury thought nano maths... haha.. so cute seyy she.. meanwhile, the guys are getting ready the cake at the void deck.. den we brought aida down and celebration! haha... she got a panda name Booboo from the dudes and a dress from me and nury... hehe.. i just LOVE the dres... never mind... one day i shall finally get my hands on it.. haha.. hmm.. we played CS first.. 2 games... haha.. den we played badminton, as planned.. took lots and lots of pictures.. haha.. after aida went off, me n nury went off too... went to freshen up myself at nury's house... haha.. the dudes went to teh tarik.. i was craving for bubble tea so i asked mama if i could 'pinjam' nury a while to teman me.. haha.. we went to buy bubble tea.. n oh ya.. met HASLINA on the way.. missed her a lot! congrats for getting into TP! =) okay.. den drop by to see the guys at teh tarik.. to show aida's msg and also slack around a while.. penat kape.. haha.. around 8.45 like that we all made a move from the coffeshop and went on seperate ways.. i wanted to walk home seyy.. teh tarik and my house is like super near ahh! like onlyy.. haha.. nury forbid me from doing so because she say late already and its dark.. yeahh.. true.. it was dark... my place some more very sunyi.. haha.. anyway, i ended up taking the bus... and the dudes headed off to mcd.. so yeahh.. had a lot of fun and laughters today.. hee... thanks guys for the fun.. very very much appreciated! =)

okayylahh.. thats all.. dont plan to go out tomorrow... dah mcm hari2 jek seyy kluar.. nisa nisa.. ish3... haha... kayylahh.. anything, just feel free to text me... take care people and I LOVE YOU ALL.. =)

~NiSa~

2009-02-15T23:50:00.001+08:00

ME AND FITRI =)

ola people! im back! hahaha.. hmm.. i have been going out these few days... haha..merayap jek nisa ni ehk.. haha.. standard ahh..not working what.. =) lets see... last friday, i went out to nury's workplace... teman her kerja ahh... kesian dier sorg..haha.. but like if i never come also, i think she will have company ahh.. y? because the guys drop by nury's workplace after friday prayers... yul and the gang ahh.. hahahaha... well, when i arrived, they were not there lahh.. i was late..haha.. den while we were talking2 gossiping2 all, the gang drop by again...
standard ahh..

Nisa+Nury= A lot and a lot and a lot and a lot of stories.... kn nury kn? hahaha..=D

oh ya, the guys drop by again..this time yul brought her lunch..muahahaahahaha... kesian kn dier tkder mknan..well she couldnt get out of her shop a she's the only one taking care of it.. hmm.. aku nk belikn kau tk nk.. hahaha.. forget about it..then... the guys went off.. n we start talking again..u noe i noe we noe nury... hehe.. =) den.. teman her until she close shop.. n we msged aida.. well, we thought of going home together with her skali... den we wait until 11.30pm like that..she still like lamer lagi ahh..so, we apologised to her because we gotta go.. lmbt per..haha.. oh ya! while waiting, we met a few people.. lets see.. ZAH.KHALIESAH.SANJAY.JIAN DA.MIRUL.CARMEN.LOCK did i miss anyone? i hope not..haha.. i miss all of them like a lot a lot ahh..was soooooo happy to meet them..hee... okayy,

sat... madr as usual... kinda interesting.. but well, there are some parts where me n my buddies almost doze off.. hahahaha.. its unintentional lahh.. he is like so long winded..n like some of his stories we got hear before.. haha.. err... den headed home... bathe... siap2 all... headed to nury's workplace... yeahh.. dont think i got nothing else to do.. haha..i went there as after her work we are goin to yul's chalet..hmm... den.. suddenly, while me n nury were talking, nury saw a familiar head walking.. kayy..that sounds wrong.. hahaha..she saw a familiar head.. n guess wat? WE MET FITRI LAH SEYY!!! omg..we misssssssed him like a lot ahh..so nury ran to call him..haha.. tk sabar2.. then he drop by.. hang around ngan kiter jap.. i took a pict wif him..haha..up dere.. =)

den he left.. it seems that he knows something that only me and nury know..but how? i knowlah he is a very close friend of ours.. but we long time never confide in him.. haha..how seyy?? Fit! how? how? hahahaha.. haiz.. it kept me n nury thinking lah seyy.. hahaha..

kay2..then he left...and soon after.. fird drop by.. hehe...to pick us ladies up ahh.. buat pe lagi kn.. haha.. so sweet of him... anyway, FIRD IS OFFICIALLY NURY AND NISA CLOSE FRIEND... hahahaha... yay? hahaha...hmm..den lps tutup kdai, we headed to yul's chalet.. hmm.. our mood then wasnt that good.. added to songs we heard during the journey... and well, other stuffs.. haha.. sorry guys! we were kinda not ourselves? hahahaha... hmm.. oh ya, met new friends.. HAKIM AND FARHAN.. klau tak salah ahh.. hahaha.. hmmm.. den kiter jln2.. arnd 12 like that, mama pick us up n sent me home.. yay! =D

kayy... like so long seyy the post... hahaha.. hmm.. nothing else to say.. i shall mintak diri dulu.. will be back again..take care people.. Love Ya! =)

~NiSa~

2009-02-15T16:50:00.000+08:00

And it feels like this is the last chance I have to say
Every word that I've been fighting.
Well I have finally decided, to hold my head up with pride
And accept the way life takes you through these changes.

Cause when you reach the stars, you've made it.

It's just something that I've been dying to let you know-
And now that you're gone I'm holding on, and I just can't let go

I get a little down on my self.
But when you came around
The world felt new
I opened up my eyes to the light
And I saw deep inside of a love that was true

And if I ever let you go,
I'm hoping that some time will show-
That you're the one, you're the one for me

And it feels like this the perfect time for me to say
That deep down inside I'm hurting, but at least I know you're worth it.
And if I hold myself with pride and accept the pain
Then life will take me through these changes cause I have so much left to see.
It's just something that I've been dying to let you know.

Cause now that you're gone I'm holding on and I just can't let go.

I get a little down on my self.
But when you came around
The world felt new
I opened up my eyes to the light
And I saw deep inside of a love that was true.

And if I ever let you go, I'm hoping that some time will show-
That you're the one, you're the one for me

So lets go back down to the back of that river where we we can dive right in
And forget about the worries from the world outside, cause you know my world,
My worlds not over because I have an angel on my shoulder.

And I'll be coming home, and when I feel those butterflies
I'll see that I need to find a better way just to believe you're gone.
So long, some day I'll find the strength to move on.

I get a little down on my self.
But when you came around
The world felt new
I opened up my eyes to the light,
And I saw deep inside of a love that was true.

And if I ever let you go,
I'm hoping that some time will show.
Cause you're the one, you're the one for me.

okayy... if you think im dedicating this song to some guys, well you're WRONG!! hahahaha.. Read the blue lines only.. haha.. this song is dedicated to all my friends who have stand by me throughout my whole life.. Thank you for making me smile whenever im with you people.. Be it old or new friends, u people are still my friends.. I treasure each and everyone of you and of course, the memories that goes along too..hehe.. Just know that whatever you people did for me are truly very much appreciated by me.. If i ever made a mistake or hurt you, im truly sorry .. Once again, thank you and I LOVE YOU! Just in case any of you needs a listening ear or needs someone to talk to, please feel free to approach me because im always there for you.. *winks*

And Friendship Day should not only be celebrated on one day.. It should be celebrated everyday so that all friends know that they are appreciated.. haha.. i know this post is late by one day because friendship day is yesterday..hahaha.. im so sorry for the delay as i was out the whole day yesterday..

Okayy people, i'll be back in the night [i hope!].. I shall update again later... im going out now.. weeeeee... bye bye and take care! =) =) =)

~NiSa~

2009-02-12T22:15:00.000+08:00

raye 08, wan's house

me n aida.. n level result

2 pict above at S-ll.. haha.. mkn rojak mamak ah aper lagi =)

raya 07... my house

our boyz... fit, arep, farid, wan n mirul in the middle.. hee..

cultural night... the most memorable day.. haiz...

haha.. my third post of the dayy.. hahahaha... pictures nury missed.... i'll write more 2mr k? Goodnight ppl! take care! I LoVe YoU.. =)

~NiSa~

2009-02-12T19:30:00.000+08:00

i miss this gang! =(

*random pictures*
hee..

woitss! okayy back again... had a looooooooooong conversation with nury.. and a meaningful one.. I just realised, i'm not alone.. and nury, you are not too.. a lot of questions came to my mind while talking just now.. her question is soo = to my question in the head... so yeahh.. most things clarified with each other.. thank you so much nury for bringing the topic up.. like what you said, tkder angin tkder ribut, it all just came out.. hee... i do wander off sometimes while we were talking so maaf nury! a lot of things in my mind so i gotta sort it out jap.. n im glad that i sorted it out finally.. after so long.. 1 year? yeahh.. haha..

in the midst of the conversation, memories n flashbacks came back after so long... i didnt want to remember it back but its just there.. but thanks to the jokes and laughter during the conversation, no tears roll down my cheek.. hehe.. cheers nury! =) its super hard for me to start crying.. but when i start crying, its hard for me to stop.. hahaha.. kayy2, merepek.. its strange huh.. nobody heard nisa crying before.. huh? nisa nangis? hahahaha.. well there was once but its just minor tears.. haha.. u noe, i noe, we noe nury.. *wink wink*

okayy.. initially it was okayy lahh.. sekali lagu all come... *sob sob* lagu sedih plak tuu.. waaaahhh!! i just felt like breaking down.. haha.. but i didnt lahh.. im strong.. yeah? yeah.. haha.. songs like...

~ Over n Over [Three days Grace]~
~ Ke Mana Kau Menghilangkan Diri [Apit]~
~ Mimpi Yang Sempurna [ Peterpan]~
~Melt The Snow [ Shane Ward]~

and this song super came at the wrong time
~Mahligaimu Dari Airmataku [Lestari]~
~Mengusung Rindu [Spin]~

i know... so jiwang right.. but like what the hell lahh.. i think the playist can sense my feelings and start playing this kind of songs.. it sound merepek lahh.. but it happened! okayy.. so now... conversation done... will be back soon peeps! ;)

~NiSa~

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2009-02-12T15:01:00.002+08:00

ola peeps! back for a while... currently slacking around and chatting with 2 people.. Fir n Nury.. standard people.. hahaha.. nury is at work by the way.. but she can still go online.. she brought her lappie along.. fir n me r dead bored.. but lazy to go out... hehe... supposed to play badminton with yul later but i don't feel quite good.. i think im catching the germs from nury or her cousin... haha.. so i'll just be resting at home.. sorry yul! maybe next week k? =)

i didnt intend to update anyway but somehow someone made me.. u should know who you are.. hahaha.. *winks* so he requested for this post to be all about him.. wall face.. haha! joking ehk! hahaha.. i had a super hard time to think of what to write.. finally, i got an idea.. you wait ahh, you wait..

you see the guy in blue? yeah, thats him.. lets start..
His name is Firdaus
Also known as Fir
He is 17 years and 1 month old
A very good floorball player
Stylish bowler [haha!]
Single now
A sweet guy
Cute? [debate, anyone? haha]
Feeling bored now
Anyone care to entertain him?
=)

okayy.. that's all... hahahha... crappy right, i know... im bored! haha.. so feel free to request me to write about you in my post.. HAHA!

~NiSa~

p/s: im done fir.. all about you.. happy now? haha

2009-02-11T16:02:00.000+08:00

aida and faiz.. dlm bas.. haha

faiz.. i love his pose.. HAHA

playing mafia.. yul game master.. fierce seyy!!!!

vote who's the murderer!!! FIRDAUS!!! haha!

me.nury.aida... hee =)

me.aida.. hee.. =)

new frenz..n old.. hehehe.. i love them alll!!! =D

actually got a lot ahh... but these are my faves.. hehe! wanna see more go to nury blog, the camerawoman.. =D

~NiSa~

2009-02-11T13:42:00.001+08:00

My story starts the day they said "She can't be found"

The news so dark, heart stopped, stood silent without a sound

ahahaha... random seyy.. stupid intro.. its from a song by the way.. hehe... okayylahh.. update time! lets see... initially i didnt want to go out yesterday.. pemalas kn.. haha.. but then fir ask to play floorball... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... i was excited of course.. dah lamer tk maen.. haha.. but still had the feeling of laziness.. den he ask to bring along my floorball mates... guess who's in my mind??????? sape lagi kalau bukan si Nury tuuuu... hahaha.. it was my luck i think, nury off that day.. tk keje.. so aper lagi? go ahh! so i agreed to play along with fir n the gang.. standard ahh.. yul...faiz.. barak... yeahh.. supposedly to meet at 2.oopm.. take note! 2.00 pm.. okayy.. then i met nury at her house ahh.. standard meeting place.. mama wasnt at home.. as in her mom, we all call mama.. =)

okayy.. soo.. nury's son fell sick.. HAHA.. her son.. like real.. her cousin.. yeahh.. he fell sick.. he is damn CUTE lahh.. his body was super hot.. okayy.. just hot.. then nury very irritating put ice on his forehead.. sejuk giler per..! kesian budak tuu.. he wailed! hahhaha.. blah blahh.. dapat tahu kiter kene tunggu mama balik pasal tkder org pt umah nk jage si kecik tuu.. so i said okayylahh, a while jek.. i told the gang i'll be a bit late.. something came up.. n guess wat? dpt tahu, finally when we got to leave, we reached at the multi purpose hall at around 4... waaahhh.. how long were we late? 2 hours!!! we made the gang wait 2 hours... hahahahahahha.. sorry dudes! cant help it.. mama was late.. hee.. n also the kecik perangai dont want to let nury go.. HAHA... so sad got to leave him crying.. waaahhh!!! =D

den we playy lahh.. barefooted.. take note! haha.. okayylahh.. the gang were super good.. i felt inferior.. nury, u got that? i felt INFERIOR.. wahahaaha... because all of them good seyyy.. especially, nt to mention nury, n fir.. he was good... damn good.. haha.. okayy denn.. after the game, we slack around for a while when nury received a call from aida... she wanna meet us.. or we wanna meet her? haha.. either way is the same.. we missed each other.. cheyyy.. kire swit ah tuu.. hehe.. den... me, nury n the gang went to eat at one coffeeshop near the area we played.. only yul n barak ate.. if im not wrong lahh.. me n nury waited for aida to arrive then baru kiter makan rojak india.. standrd.. our thing.. *winks* oh ya.. talking about winks, nury cant seem to stop flirting with me!!! haha.. i noe it sounds wrong.. haha.. she has been winking since the game.. tk pnat2 ke??? haha.. im yours nuryy.. im yoursssss... hahahha.. ;)

okayy.. after we had our personal conversation [citer maot nye! haha!], yul then introduced to us the game, MAFIA.. at first we all kinda blur.. standard.. haha.. den after examples, we seem to got it.. we went to the void deck nearby to play the game... it was a whole lot of fun and laughter!!!! hahahaha! we should do that often people... haha.. fir was irritating.. keep accusing me as the murderer.. hahaha.. padahal, dier yg murderer.. ckp org.. haha.. he's kinda CUTE.. right nury n aida???????? HAHAHAHA.. i shall not say anything else okayy.. hee.. lepas tuu.. after what seem to be a long game, we headed home.. oh ya, before that took pics.. but with nury ahh.. waiting her to upload.. =)

yul went off the other way... fir walked home.. of courseumah dier dekat.. haha.. barak took 12.. so left me, nury aida n faiz... hahahahahaha... of course, with jokers like aida and faiz, we all cant stop laughing.. even in the bus... we took 21 by the way.. haha.. in the bus, we took pics.. klakar pe? hahahaha.. as i said, all with nury.. so lets be patient and wait for her to upload.. hee.. hmmm.. i drop off with nuryy.. went to her house a while to take my baju there.. den she sent me off to the bustop.. n i went home... heee.. datz all? yeahh..haha.. i went for a bath.. then went online... fir, nury n aida was online. aper lagi.. chat ahh ngan dorg.. aida went off first.. then nury.. she got to because she's working today! haha.. me n fir went off at 2am? haha.. i tink soo.. haha.. finally.. can rest after a long dayy..

oh ya, when i woke up in the morning.. my body was aching.. like hell! especially my butt.. i dont know why.. dont ask me... with the aching body and 2 blisters due to the barefooted game, i dont think i wanna go out.. hee.. okayy.. i'll be back updating soon.. hehe.. Take Care people.. my last words...

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you
(I love you)
I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words
That's what I'll do
(I love you)
I love you

song from plain white Ts: 1, 2 ,3, 4 .. hehe... i love you people.. toodles! =)

~NiSa~

2009-02-09T16:20:00.000+08:00

me n beloved bro =D

okayy.. ola people! hahaha.. guess wat? arsenal draw ngan tottenham lah seyy!!! i dunno if i shud be happy or not.. haha.. my predictions was right.. a draw... anyway, watching the game yesterday, i think tottenham could win tau.. their counter attack maut pe... my heart skipped a few beats everytime they get near the penalty area.. HAHAHA.. okayy.. i tink datz a bit exaggerating.. haha.. i think the most threatening player in the game to me was robbie keane.. hahahaha... i dunno ahh.. i just feel that something is wrong with the arsenal team.. hmm.. maybe bcoz no fabregas n adebayor? hmm.. alahh.. dah draw pun.. cant do anything much kn.. hee.. anyway, i also watched man u vs west ham.. accompany my bro.. den at half-time he went off to bed... today got sch wat.. haha.. i watch for him lahh.. n yeah, my guess was right.. 1-0.. haha! the match was gerek ahh.. obviously i was focusing more on man u ahh.. i just seem attracted to their playy.. hahaha..

sorry to all non-soccer fans.. but i just cant think of anything else to update about.. haha.. hmm.. maybe got.. let me see.. on sat, i went madrasah, as usual... oh ahh, new module.. new book.. $21.90.. -.-" expensive seyy... haha.. same lecturer frm the previous module.. he is super long winded.. but gerek gak ahh.. i dunno y.. but dat dae he seems to be picking on me.. i dunno what the hell did i do.. hahahaha... one more thing, my fren sae he has been staring at me.. like wat the hell kn? aper salah aku?????? haha.. forget about it.. he gives me the creeps.. hee.. okayy.. basically i was just listening to my frenz stories about their orientation.. at tpjc n mi... mcm gerek seyyy.. they r having fun while im slacking around at home.. haha.. i just cant wait for sch to start.. =)

okayy.. den sun... went breakfast outside... blah blah.. me n my bro just cant stop cracking jokes.. haha.. den... went to my aunty house jap... pick up some things there.. n oh ya, i became a tutor for a while. haha.. i just step into the house den my cuzzin shouted, "Kak Nisa! Mcm maner nk buat ques ni?!" hahahaha.. u noe wat she give me? MATHS.. haha.. of all subjects.. hahaha.. give lahh malay or english or sci.. y maths? hahha.. luckily i noe how to do... if not mangkok beb!!! hahahaha.. but it sure took a long time coz its been a looooooong time since i did maths.. so otak lembab ckit ahh.. ckit jek.. haha.. okayy2... den headed home a while to put the things... after that, flag a taxi n headed off to tan tock seng hospital.. visit my uncle dere.. he fell by the way.. den cannot walk.. kesian2... met my cuzzins all... n nieces too... they r super cute... haha... one of them keep saying , "Momok! Momok!" hahahahahaha.. i was laughing my ass off man... haha.. den after that, i got bored, i went out of the ward wif my bro.. we lepak outside.. buy crackers n drinks.. sit one corner, listen to music.. =) soon after my dad joined us.. we joked around a while den we went back in... salam2 n headed home... not really home lahh.. we went makan jap pt afghan den home.. terus on computer to watch the soccer matches..

so yalah.. not much interesting happened... yest suppose to kluar wif the gang den tk jadi... nury gotta work n aida penat n didnt want to go out... bingit pe beb!!!!! hahahahaha.. i was really looking foward to the outing.. haha.. but tkpelahh.. maybe nxt time nury! =D okayy ppl.. dats all.. update soon kayy?? Take Care people! I LOVE YOUU! hahahahahaha... dun mind me.. im bored.. ;)

~NiSa~

2009-02-04T21:48:00.002+08:00

alright...im back.. hahaha.. i noe u dun giv a damn but hu cares.. haha! went out just now.. wif yul n the gang.. hmm.. firdaus, faiz aaaaannd mubarak[spelling?haha]. we went bowling.. hehe.. a sport which im nt so good at.. haha![mcm faham] initially was suppose to go arnd 2.30 lyke dat but yul gt smthin on so we went late.. the other 3 dudes were at e-hub alreadyy.. hahaha.. kesian dorg tunggu.. hehe.. we played 2 games.. yul paid for both my games.. i feel bad lehh.. hmm..n he is super good.. he won both games.. damn lahh... a lot of strikes sia... jealous kape?? i only gt 1 seyy.. sad2.. haha.. he juz cant be beaten! haha

his other friends were good too..n wacky! haha.. especially my old pri skl mate, faiz, he never change! still as wacky as ever.. hahahaha... i love to watch hym playy.. klakar seyy.. haha.. n one thing i cant forget abt hym is dat we share the same birthday! =D okayy2.. mubarak is another joker.. he is more lyke.......our farid.. haha! den firdaus is more lyke..... the taufiq sec 5 laz year.. seriously... haha..

den...kiter gi mkn pt burger king.. finally, some ppl hu cn eat burger king wif me.. if nt, klau kluar mkn kfc jek.. hahaha... only me n yul eat.. the other 3 dudes dah mkn so dey keep making jokes.. hahaha.. i cant stop laughin watchin dem..haha! okayy.. dun want to elaborate more.. aft dat we slack arnd jap den faiz, firdaus n me went home n the other 2 went mcd.. okayy.. datz all i did 2dae..

oh ya! 2dae is maam birthdae.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAAM AZLINAH! i love youuu!!!! she is a super duper great NCC maam! she is my mummy.. hehe.. all my achievements in NCC is all thanks to her... all my awards is specially dedicated to her... my best cadet in spec course, my best in ifc in spec course n my best master sergeant all... i got specially for her.. coz she is a great maam n at least she got smthin to be proud of.. hehe! i love youu maam! =D =D =D

okayylahh.. i'll be back again! bye bye n take care! ;) selamat malam ppl!

~NiSa~

p/s: lookin foward to sunday nury! =)

2009-02-01T16:14:00.000+08:00

okayyy... im back... guess wat?? i got into Temasek Poly lahh seyyy!!!! Woohoo!!! i didnt get into jc.. nasib nasib! haha..well, it was a mistake i made by placing one of my choice jc n totally hopin nt to get it... haha! okayy.. my course has a complicated n long name... let me spell it out for u.. Gerontological Manangement Studies... waah seyyy... hahaha.. ppl kept asking n i kept havin to say it... so everyone, read wat i wrote n stop askin me to say it...! =D anyway, congratulate to all hu gt the course u want... n all the best to those hu appeal... letz hope the poly see ur potential n accept u.. hee... :) [mcm fhm!]

laz fri, we gt the results kn... i gt at exactly 6.47 am... i was ZzzzZzzzZ -ing awayyy n suddenly, i heard, " I got ur picture, i'm comin wif you, dear maria count me in!" hahaha.. I was lyke hu the hell msged me early in the morning?! i lyke want to ignore jek but well, it was LOUD... so i gotta pick it up... haha.. den wif my eyes half-open i read... den... i was lyke, ouh okayy, i gt temasek poly, that course.. ahh okayy.. n went back to sleep lahhh... den at exactly 7.12 am... nury idzaty bte jamanludin smsed me.. mak kau...baru jek nk tdo... blah blah.. reply her all..n dpt tahu at 7.42am i gt missed call frm her..hahahaha.. ya allah, bdk ni tk tahu nk tdo ke? hahahaha... so i called her up back n ask lah nk aper.. n guess wat? she made me on the phone wif her smpai 9++ am.. haizzz.... n lps tu she ask me to mit her at 10.30am to make appeal... i was lyke super rushing lahhh... nury, nury...

okayy den, i went her house... dpt tahu aida was dere n ajak kiter teman dier gi tmpt keje dier jap.. so okayylahh, ader chance utk merayap.. hahaha.. first we headed off to clark quay.. aida left her mp4 at her workplace... den.. duk2 jap pt sane... den we went off to novena square to pick up aida's sis stuffs.. ooo.. n guess wat? perfumes lahh seyy.. berkotak-kotak.. hahaha.. kayy.. den aida blanjer us nasi ayam penyet!!!!!! power per?! hahahaha.. thanx aida! i love youu! =D kayy, den kiter gi.... ahh.. bugis... oh, nury headed of to paya lebar..so its juz me n aida to bugis... antar brg pt kdai dier gak... bnyk kdai dier..hahahaha.. den we headed off to tampines back... met nury dere too... me n aida went to skool.. nury went home... hmm.. ader ncc trainin, datz y we drop by... haha.. kpo2 jek... hang arnd wif zhaf n dil... oh ya, sir irsyad makin merepek..hahahahaha... n n finally dey decided to put fir as the boys USM.. Weeeeeeeee!!!!!! hahaha..expected lahh seyy.. kk.. pastu aft trainin ader ncc meetin... me n aida kpo2 dwn dere..interesting things dey discuss dere.. hehe..

den.... teman shayati mkn pt mcd afghan... hmm.. pastu headed home.. damn tired lehh...hahaha... woahh..pnjang per citer... haha..okay2.. nw pictures tyme!

nury, aida n me.. waitin for mrt..

me, nury, aida..i noe, i look short.. datz coz i was leaning dwn a bit.. to not langgar nury hat..haha!

aida, me.. see! im tall.. hahahaha =D

okayy.. i gt no comment for dis.. HAHA! i dunno y i pose wif her coz i hate her.. haha

nury, me.. i wanted to laugh.. haha.. dunno y...

aida, nury n me.. aida workin place

okayy.. the food aida blanjer.. yum yum!

okayyy..yest nury called me up at arnd 1 am plus... she told me tis ****ing story lahhh... hmm..... mainly abt dis hate tagger in a blog lahhh... being mistook for our dear fren... haha.. it was clearly nt our fren lah but dey juz keep on n on rambling abt the hate tagger being our fren.. so.. kiter tk lehh confront dorg lahh kn.. so we approach our gd fren hu is their gd fren nw.. veryy... hmm...dah agk ahh.. tk jalan .. ader post lagi tentang kwn kiter hate tag tuu.. mak kau.. tk lehh angkat per?????? SYMPATHY? PANTAT KAU LAHH.. datz my nick... at msn.. awwwww.... she tinks dat our dear fren here is craving for sympathy.. dari sape? dier? kwn2 dier? ello, tkder maser ah beb... korg saper ah? sape? if u noe our dear fren well, she wont do things blakang2 ahh.. klau dier benci, dier benci.. she will tag wif her name... okayy.. letz hope korg realise korg slah org n all we ask is a sorry... dats all.. n psl sympathy ngan stick lyke a glue tuu... seriously tk perlu ahh.. honest... aperlah dier dpt ngan hate tag kau ahh? kau ingt dier sorg ke yg tk suke kau? kau bnyk nye baek ke? cmon lahhh.. ouhh aniwae, just for you : we thought you were the most decent and nicest one among all the girls, but i guess you just proven us wrong.. hell yeah!

tk pernah aku tulis psl org, ari ni plak aku buat.. ahahahaa.. dun mind peeps... juz wanna let out the burnin feeling inside... dun misjudge me lahh.. its just smthin dat i cant keep inside.. nt anymore.. my patience is seriously running low.. i nid to build it back.. okayy ppl.. bye bye!
take care!

~NiSa~

2009-01-29T16:30:00.001+08:00

alright... damn, itz been quite some tyme since i updated my blog... hahahaha.. maaf lahh.. a bit lazyy to update.. well... had been goin out tis week... holidae mah? okayyy.. holidae is lyke everydae to me.. y is skool starting sooooo late? klau tahu masuk jc.. NO!!! i'll die in dere.. wahahaha.. okok... back to my life... went for claz chalet laz..... thurs.. yeah thurs... mendak kape? haha.. luckily got my faithful frenz to layan me.. we played stupid stuff.. n hell yeah, itz stupid... u wud neva expect dat comin frm dem... well, i was shocked coz im nt dat super close to dem.. but dey were entertaining... those smart asses.. haha! okayy... food were extremely nice! i looooove the chocolates!!!! haha... kk, aft tat, wen dey had to home, i went off wif dem.. well.. i dun feel quite comfortable without dem... u shud noe y... *winks*.. met nury hu initially accompanied me throughout the journey to the chalet.. she was jiwang-ing by the beach.. wahahahahaha... n ya. nt forgotting watching her chinese drama on her laptop.. -.-" took stupid pictures... go visit her blog to see... or my frenster.. i uploaded some of it... hee.. =)

aniwae, laz mon, went to changi beach... picnic wif my aunty... lyke wat fit mentioned in his blog, sentosa was full of banglas, changi was infested wif dem too!!! haaha.. off dayy mahh.. chinese new year.. wat do u expect? haha.. my bro went to swim.. initially i wanted too.. but den changed my mind coz got too many banglas around... segan ah beb... haha.. so i hang out near my dad hu was fishing... n of coz wen i wsa just abt to relax...... a whole lot of banglas started playing soccer beside me... wth??!! i was lyke, aper ni? hahaha... den kinda watch dem a while.. letz hope dey dun prasan i was looking at their facial features... i was lookin at the game.. aniwae, cn sae dey play gd lahh.. but some damn kasar n some damn gayy.. hahaha.. no offense lahh.. okkok... stop tokin abt dem... dat dae realli cleared my mind.. the beach was so beautiful... n calming... ignoring the banglas.. hahahhaha

okayyy...yesterday went bowling!!!!!!!!!! woohooo!! wif my dearest frens.... NURY. AIDA . ARIF. AMANI. wish FIT. DEB. MIRUL. ZHAF. FIR was dere... so sad.. it was sooo.. incomplete! hahaha... but welll, it turned out good too yest... but it'll be better wif dem.. okokok... suppose to mit up at 2.30pm... but well, i got out of my house at 2.20pm.. =) Luckily, amani oso juz ewnt out frm her house... so we met in the bus... denn... we thought we were late lahh.. dpt tahu, sume lum smpai.. hahaha... bnyk korg nye 2.30... haha.. met fir, fiqah n wan at bbt... aww.. i miss dem.. haha... den kite tunggu punye tunggu, baru aida smpai.. den nury.. last but nt least, the standard one hu is late, arif... =) so we proceed to dwntown e-hub! haha... stop by at a yoghurt shop.. ewwwww... haha.. i had bad experience wif yoghurt.. u noe, i noe, we noe nury.. hahahaha... i stood awayy frm the shop.... nt a fan of yoghurt.. haha... den we proceed to the alley... the bowling alley.. n guess wat? dere r arnd 15 ppl on the waiting list.. lyke wth? hahahaha... so we gave our names n headed off to KFC... mkn lahh ape lagi kn... eat eat, take pic all... den we went back to the alley... n unforunately, our name past already.. so gotta wait 3 more turns... hahahaha.. tkperlahh.. sabar jek.. nk maen sngt kn.. hahahaha...

finally, we got lane 22... nt bad lahh... we played 2 games.. to summarise it, i won the 1st game n aida won the 2nd game.. of coz many funny things happen.. wahahahahaha.. nt mentioning it here... haha.. oh ya, during our first game, the bowlers beside us were makciks.. dey were super duper hell good!!!! countless strikes... wahhh!!! envy dem seyy.. haha... den during our 2nd game gt this guy n his dad... wahhh... dey r also super good.. instead of looking our frens bowl, we were looking at dem bowl.. hahahahaha.. dey did super duper curves!!!!!!!!!! haha... professional kot... den we chow frm e-hub... aida went home.. me too.. arif went to interchange to mit his frens.. amani n nury merayap lagi.. tk nk balik.. haha.. if nt i oso follow dem.. but sadly, i goin out at nite wif my aunty... yeahhh... my cuzzie, a pri 5 kid, wants to buy a laptop.. i was lyke what the ****??!!! i mean she is young mann... i got my laptop in sec 4. damn her. hahaaha.. but tkperlahh.. i'll be a good cuzzie n accompany dem.. my aunty said straight to my face dat she didnt wan to allow.. but well, my uncle insists.. so she cant sae much... my aunty tot i noe better so she brought me along.. ok. total cost for her laptop : $1398... n guess hw much is mine? $1300... u see.. hers is $98 more than mine.. hahahahaha... but mine's better.. HAHA! ;) i tink my cuzzie sk for the laptop coz she saw me using the other tyme wen she came to my house... waaahhh... haha.. aniwae, all the best in using tat laptop..haha.. ok.. den my uncle treat me to dinner... grilled chicken.. yum yum!!! haha... den dey send me home n datz my dae..haha

okayylahhh.. i hav some pics for u ppl... lazy to upload much.. so enjoy!

Nury, Amani, Me

Me, Aida, Amani, Arif.. at KFC

us again.. dis tyme wif nury inside.. oh, we changed place.. =)

me, aida nury.. pt dlm toilet.. haha!

aida n nury.. in the shoes..

amani, aida, arif... he was looking at me.. tk puas hati pe boyy?? haha

okayyy, tis is random.... took wif my laptop wif effects.. nury in the middle.. momok! hahaha

okayylahh.. datz all babes... bye bye.. take care!

~NiSa~

2009-01-23T16:10:00.000+08:00

That time is here again
Prepare to be apart
And it drives you crazy

Each time i go away
The distance gets longer
But it makes us stronger

Should it all come crashing down around me
Would you be there should I stumble or fall?
To pick up the pieces...

Woooo ohhh ohhhh
Forget about the shit that we've been through
I wanna stay here forever and always

Woooo ohhh ohhhh
Standing here in front of all of you
I wanna stay here forever and always

These days are dead again
It's empty from the start
And it drives me crazy

The hour drifts away
Tt hurts to remember
This will soon be over

Should it all come crashing down around me
Would you be there should I stumble or fall?
To pick up the pieces...

Woooo ohhh ohhhh
Forget about the shit that we've been through
I wanna stay here forever and always

Woooo ohhh ohhhh
standing here in front of all of you
I wanna stay here forever and always

Forever and always...
(echoing: always)

Forever and always...
Woooo ohhh ohhhh
Woooo ohhh ohhhh
Woooo ohhh ohhhh

Forever and always...
Woooo ohhh ohhhh
Woooo ohhh ohhhh
Woooo ohhh ohhhh
Forever and always...

2009-01-01T19:22:00.002+08:00

hey hey hey.. well.. datz aida... i've been wantin to post tis pict but was lazy to do so.. haha.. actually dere's a lot more in my hp but for now tis wud be enuf.. maybe next tyme.. dun wan to embarass her. haha.. was taken wen we drop by skool to check out the N level results... hmmmmm.... nury's back.. wahahahahahahahahahahaha... sudd thought of the conversation we had...hehe.. haha.. hohoho... ;)

To Nury: Eh girl, kalau aku kate aper yg dier ckp betul, aper kau nk buat ah????? curious gak aku... wahahahaha.. cool sia.. klau aku play along ngan dier, aper agaknye reaction kau.. harharhar!!! =D

aniwae, if u wanna noe wats btw me n nury, ask her.. up to her if she wanna tell... haha.. i heard right, i heard she got lots n lots n lots n lots of chocolates for us!!! weeeeeeeee!!!! cant wait to mit her... hahahaha.. klahh.. 2009 is here.. new year, new life.. no more east view aft gettin results.. awwwwwwwwwwwwww.......... will miss the skool a lot... okayylaahh.. will be lookin foward to tis new year... n oso to meeting all my frens soon.. miss u guys a lot.. will be back soon.. tata!

~NiSa~

2008-12-28T17:13:00.002+08:00

okayy..
im not dead..
im not busy..
and im not contacting wif other guyz!!!!
wahahahahahaha...

heyy everyone.. guess itz tyme for me to get back updating dis blog of mine huh.. haha.. sorilahh.. im not busy.. its just dat i dun hav the mood to get in front of the comp and type, type, type.. well.. examz finally over.. okayylahh.. nt much of a big deal.. i got quite shock when dere are essays to do during the exam.. forget about it.. aniwae, to u ppl out dere, dere is nothing intersting about me now lahh.. hav been at home.. n.. bein home alwaes wif nth much to do, made think about a lot of stuffs..the pasts, the future.. it seems dat dere is too much dat i tink in one dae.. dun bother askin about what coz i can't remember much.. these kind of things made me lose my mood n i will get mad easily at everyone.. mom realises the change so she kinda bring me out sometimes.. hmmm... let me recall.. we went out bowling wif my cuzzins... woahhh.. dat is a whole lot of fun! haha.. hmm.. i accompanied shayati to her ex's fren bbq pitt on one of the sundays..mit new ppl..frens?nt realli.. hmm.. shopping? yeahh.. quite a lot of shoppin done.. nth much to change how i look.. other than dat?oh ya.i recently bought a lott of books..lets see.. 1 motivational book, 3 archie comics, 2 malay novels.. dat has been occupying my tyme these days.. i finished it all within a week.. 2dae i finished my malay novel.. great story.. klahh.. i update again soon.. gtg to expo..gt tahlil for new year.. bye ppl n take care!

~NiSa~

2008-11-22T12:01:00.000+08:00

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dun bother.... dere's nothing.. hahahahahaha.. sorry lahh.. im BORED down here.

You see, all my friends have found a job and enjoying themselves out there. Meeting new people, new friends, getting new experiences [quoted from fitri, haha]. But me? I still have to worry for another exam of mine. Dammit. So i am stuck at home, forcing myself to stay focus and study. Went to religious class just now. Thank god my ustazah is great lady, she printed notes for us. May god bless her. =) Anyway, if you guys remember the social studies notes Mr Farizal printed for us, it has the same thickness as my notes for one subject. If im not wrong, let me recall, i have 7 subjects to study for this exam. Okay, excluding the reciting of the Al-Quran, i have 6 written subjects to study. Great. So that one notes for 1 subject multiply by 6 subjects, it equals to stress? hahahaha. Nolah. Not stress. Just a bit tired. You see, i feel like i have been studying my whole life. Ain't it dull? I mean, after school PSLE i got MUIS Primary 6 exam. Then, secondary school life requires you to study almost everyday. After that, O levels. As you know, it is an exam to see if you are eligible for the next stage of your school life. Oh, what a relief that it's over. Now, i have another MUIS Secondary 4 exam. Similar to O levels, it is to see if you are eligible for the next stage of the Islamic Studies. Hmm... From next year onwards, i'll be taking the diploma for 4 years. Ending it, i will be able to use the certificate for further studies in the Islamic University or i may apply for a part-time job as a religious teacher. Wow. i couldn't imagine myself as a religious teacher. Can you? haha.

Okayy, so now, academically, if i excel in O Levels, i may want to go to JC. After that, I can't afford to stop there and have to make through to University. Have to go through A levels, exams again. Dammit, that's all i can say. You see, if you are in my shoe, you may turn crazy! haha. Luckily, i didn't. =) I did talk to my mum about it. Being the eldest, there are a lot of high expectations and well, things my parents want me to achieve in life. A good example to my bro and also a competition to him and dammit, he's cleverer than me. I hate to say this but he achieved 6A1s during his Sec 2 streaming. ARGH! haha. But i happy for him lah. He was sent to the triple sci class but he appealed to go to pure sci class, like me. He is afraid he couldn't cope. Well, i'll support him in whatever he do.

Back to my mum. Anyway, i told her i feel the pressure because it seems that everything is thrown to me at once! Exams and knowledge all. She said she understands and she is not stressing me. She said she want the best for me, achieve what knowledge i am able to achieve now, for the benefit of my future. Whatever i learn now, i am able to use for the future and that is the advantage. Seperti kata pepatah, susah-susah dahulu, senang-senang kemudian. In other words, suffer first, enjoy later. hahaha. That is called direct translation. haha. Anyway, after the talk, i felt better and begin to look at everything positvely. Thanx to the talk man! Pressure is not that much now. I got 2 weeks left to prepare so wish me luck alright!

Enough of my life. Anyway, i went online the other time and guess what is among the first question people ask me? "Eh, u got boyfriend already?" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I was like what the hell?! I was thinking that they would ask what i am doing now, how's exams all.. Hmmm.. Weird people lah. And yeah, that came from guys. hahaha. Of course i said no lah, then they still can ask, " Sure not?". haha.. Haiz. Funny lah this people. Of course i'm sure! I know my life better than you do. Hmph. Okaylah, I shall update again another time. I got the urge to sleep. Haha. Goodnight people! Take Care! =) Peace be upon you.

~NiSa~

2008-11-07T15:46:00.002+08:00

Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you

I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you

Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken

I'd give anything now
to kill those words for you

Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."
But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.

'Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me

I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive

So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.

And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you

specially dedicated to dear debbie... love you always my dear.. in times, i may have unintentionally hurt you.. but i really didnt mean it coz i would never wanna hurt you.. you may hav always felt left out but i really tried my best to fit you in.. maybe sometimes the things we talk do not concern you.. i understand how you feel debbie.. i understand.. coz i hav been through a lot of situations lyke dat when you are not dere.. i do noe it hurts inside when you are treated lyke something invisible.. lyke you never existed.. i hav been dere.. n maybe we are not close coz we dun share things to each other anymore.. yup.. lyke how i am distant now from nad n zah.. even though me n nad is in the same class, we hardly talk about personal stuffs anymore.. lyke we used to when the 4 of us were in the same class.. it is easier to communicate when we are together in the same class.. i miss those tymes.. i wanted to talk to you.. really, i do.. but knowing you have your own problems stopped me from doing it.. coz i noe, you hav too much problems to shoulder.. be it family, frenz, studies.. i do not want to add to those.. there's too much for you to handle.. anyway, i would always be here for you to talk to.. just feel free to pick your phone and dial my number.. i would always be listening.. be it in the morning, afternoon, evening or night.. juz call me aite?

i dreamed i lost you.... n really hope it won't come true..

2008-10-10T21:25:00.002+08:00

Okayyyy.. At last im updating.. yeahh.. i noe u ppl will sae dat... my blog haven die ahh... juz on a holidae.. haha.. sorilah.. had been super duper occupied wif studies... well, wateva it is, studies still comes first [besides family n frenz]... n guess wat? O LEVEL IS IN 10 FREAKING DAES!!! letz dun care abt it for nw. letz tok abt wat happen juz nw in skool... 2dae was our GRADUATION DAE!!! Weeeeeeeeeeeeee....!!!!!! it was quite a great dae.. had a nice tyme wif everyone especially, nad, deb, zah, nury n the beloved meenachies.. hehe.. aniwae, let the pictures do the toking... =)

Gifts From Beloved Classmates

Frm Left : Jonathan, Carmen, Kishen, Dhana

Kishen Raj n Me [I juz love tis lame guy]

All 404 GALZ

All 404 GUYZ

404 HOT galz =)

Ms Santha n Me.. Thanx for all the great things u hav done...

Mr Farizal n us

well well well... isn't dat our beloved Shafiq a.k.a Joker? hahaha

Me n Mr Peh.. so tall seyy he.. i feel SHORT!!! ;)

Ms Rahayu [our form teacher], wif us

Me, Cikgu Badariah, Nury, Debbie n Zahira.. Thanx for everything Cikgu. Love u Loads!

Woahhh.. tis new frenz of mine.. i shud hav known u guyz longer.. u r great ppl.. especially MUHD FIRDAUS
Glad to hav met u! =)

Mr Ee n marlon n gang.. super cool dudes.. haha

-We Start The Year Together And End The Year Together- this is wat u call TRUE FRENZ

I love u ppl loads n am hopin we cud be lik tis forever.. no words cn express hw much i treasure all of u.. itz a great pleasure to have known u guys.. thanx for being dere for me whenever i need u ppl n for supporting me in whatever i do.. evn though some of us r nt in the same claz lik we used to, u guyz really made an effort to talk n keep in touch wif each other.. except for nad lah.. coz she stick wif me for 4 years in the same claz.. thanx a lot for helping me when im struggling wif my studies.. u noe our claz is super damn gd n i m nt lik dem n u... soooo thanx! i really hope tat u guyz feel the same way as i do.. n all the bez for ur Os n hope we cud cntinue to keep in touch.. luv ya, my TRUE FRIENDS!

tis is laz year raya photo.. nxt mon will be the next one... hope it'll be as enjoyable as laz year... even though i noe moz probably it won't be..wateva it is, i will still luv u ppl...

To Yati, Zhaf n Wan : U guyz had been great frenz.. u nvr fail to make me Smile.. i wud luv to hav u as my fren forever n ever n ever...hehe.. =)

To Fit n Arif: These 2 hot guyz nvr fail to make me laugh... i have never had any grudges wif u guyz coz i noe u ppl r always joking... so i hope if i did anything wrong, i wud like to GREATLY APOLOGISE.. luv u 2!

To Mirul : hey hey hey.. its Boy Panas a.k.a HUBBY...hahahaha.. u hav been a great President n of coz, a great fren.. its been a great pleasure working alongside u... wud never wanna lose a fren lik u.. n u r 1 smart ass! haha.. luv u loadz mirul! ;)

To aida: heyyy dere ASM..hehe.. it has been great working wif u too.. u r one cute little girl.. itz great to see u change n i relli hope u will stay dat wayy.. wateva it is, i'll be dere for u.. i'll be waiting for ur 12months!!!! =) =) n oh ya.. i love you... ;)

oklahh ehk.... i'll be back soon.. or maybe later.. need to prepare for Os... bubbyez! n take care aite!

~NiSa~

2008-09-14T20:34:00.003+08:00

Let's go!!!

With blood shot eyes I watch you sleeping
The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading
Would she hear me if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone fuckin hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don't fall they crash around me,
Her concious calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall they crash around me,
Her concious calls the guilty to come home

The moments died, I hear no screamin,
The visions left inside me are slowly fading
Would she hear me if I called her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone fuckin hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better

Your tears don't fall they crash around me
Her concious calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall they crash around me
Her concious calls the guilty to come home

OH!... YEAH!!

This battered room I've seen before
The broken bones they heal no more, no more
With my last breath I'm choking
Will this ever end I'm hoping
My world is over one more time!

LET'S GO!

[Guitar solo]

Would she hear me if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone fuckin hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don't fall they crash around me
Her concious calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall they crash around me
Her concious calls the guilty to come...

Better!!!

Your tears don't fall they crash around me
Her concious calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall they crash around me
Her concious calls the guilty to come home

hey heyyyyy!!! yeahh.. its been quite sometime since i updated.. well a lot of things happened.. [like duh?!] aniwae, prelims was okayylah.. nt dat bad... 30+ more daes to Os... weeeeeeee... haha.. scared lik hell... 2mr is the starting of nite coaching.. shall i go?? dunno...muz wear SCHOOL SKIRT.. wth seyy.. nite seyy... arghhhh...!!

kayy.. life hav been sucky..well, everyone noes dat... but the thing is... itz seldom for my life to be suckyy.. i hav been the happy-go-lucky girl for the past 3 years.. but smhw sec 4 life changed it..it changed me alot.. it made me realised a lot of things.. lik how guys hav been the reason for girls miseryy... hahahahahahaha... i tink everyone noes dat loooong tyme ago.. i admit, im SLOW.. haha..itz juz tat i nid to go thru it to understand it.. aniwae, im starting to let out things in my heart [which i dun usually do].. but onlyy a little.. nt prepared to let out everything.. if u think u noe everything abt me, well, u're wrong.. haha... n prob aft prob r falling on me.. wth right... n sorry if im becomin irritating..i dunno.. i juz change.. juz wanna conceal all the prob im havin nw.. no one shud noe..i dun wanna let my prob be a burden to others.. specially my frenzzzzzzzzz... haha.. luv u guyz n galz aite! =)

u noe wat? im tired.. tired of EVERYTHING. lik how i always end up giving in to others.. when i prioritize others n not myself.. caring for ppl whom im nt even sure if dey care abt me.. wow.. sound so depressing. HAHA. even ms rahayu scold me for helping others.. too much.. haha.. well.. cant help it..compassion's in my nature.. hee.. n well, in the end, got step on the head for giving in to muchh.. expect even more n more help frm me.. itz nt dat im nt willing to do all tis.. but i do nid a break. true? haha.. yeahh, true!

but den i never regret everything dat i hav done.. for the sake of frenz, im willing to do anything. even if it means to lose someone or something or if it takes a whole load of my tyme.. yeahh.. nw dats me! haha.. okayyylahh.. shall end it hear first aite... nitez! =)

~NiSa~

2008-09-07T14:50:00.003+08:00

heyy peepz!! haha.. u noe, aft a stressful weeks of prelims, my bro showed me some videos of ventriloquist.. jeff dunham... super cool n funny.. his acts realli amaze me.. lik hw the hell he make voices without even movin his lips??? hahaha.. kk..shall share wif u the links.. check it out on youtube..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FjNse8RDSxs [Peanut : my favourite guy.. super funny!]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1kXOg23pGeA [ Walter : some sarcastic dumbass.. HAHA!]

these are onli the part 1.. dere's a lot more in youtube.. check it out n start laughin ur heads out.. hahaha! oklahh... shall update more nxt tyme.. tata! haha

~NiSa~

2008-08-10T16:18:00.006+08:00

heyy heyy heyy!!! im back! for a while onlyy.. currently im in the lib... soon to be alone coz thanx to nury idzaty.. haha.. her mum called n she needed to go off.. haiz.. itz okayy.. my hubby will drop by frm sports hall... hahaha... well.. by now everyone shud noe hu my hubby is.. haha. okok.. laz fri i blanja the usual gang to seoul garden.. weeeee... haha.. unfortunately some cannot make it.. ppl lik deb n zhaf.. deb's mum was nt feelin well.. zhaf has laz min floorball match.. so its okayy i understand.. nt lik some guy hu didnt turn up aft i paid for hym.. hmph! to hueva he is, i dun wan tok to u!!!!!! hahahaha..... until i get a refund? or a treat anywhere.. cn? =D haha..

okok.. well, evn though the peepz turn up, THEY WERE FREAKING LATE! we almozt didnt get the table. haiz haiz.. kater kul 2, in the end kul 2.45... but tkperlahh.. im grateful tat dey turn up.. okayy..so hu was dere? let me recall... nury.. mirul.. aida... fit.. farid.. ridhwan... firdaus... n of coz me.. haha.. hmm..okayy. the food was superr good.. well... enjoyed myself watchin farid, ridhwan n fit gilerness dere.. haha! den aft eat2, me, nury, faid, fit n ridhwan went to swimmin complex nye atas to cut cake.. well, dere was stoppage on the wae coz some ppl needed to go to the toilet.. HAHA! shall nt elaborate more.. aft cut cake, me n nury actualli headed off to the lib.. oh ya! 4got to tell 1 story... or is it 2? haha.. hmm..

first: okayy, we were at the top of swimming complex kn.. den farid was sittin at a staircase nearby.. emoing i tink.. den we all decided to move off.. without informin hym.. to see if he is in reality world or dream land.. ahha! so we took another staircase at the left side as farid was sitting on the right side... denn.. we all slowly lahh go down.. fit was keeping a lookout to see if he noticed us.. den dpt tahu, as we reached to the ground floor, he still didnt notice us dwnstairs.. haha! den we walk at tis pavement ahh right in front of his eyes.. tk nmpk jugak! astaga.. haha.. den we were standing2 n laughing2 our heads off.. a few moment, he start to look at his left to see if we were still at the place juz nw.. haha.. of coz lah dun hav coz we wnt down alreadyy.. haha.. we were laughin n laughin.. den dah nmpk kiter, muke mangkok, pastu jln step cool.. step nth happen.. hahahahaha... kiteorg standard ah tgh syiok ketawekn dier.. hahahaha.. farid farid..

second: aft tat, we crossed the traffic light ah to the interchange.. den fit, farid and ridhwan was walking ahead of me n nury.. dunno ah actually where we wanted to go.. dey walk walk walk nvr look behind... so nury asked me stop.. i ask for wat.. den she sae juz stop.. so okayyy.. me n nury stop... sit a while near the traffic light.. dah lamer gitu baru ridhwan call askin where were we.. haiz cik abg sumer jln tk jenguk2 cik adek pt blakang yer?? hahaha.. den in the end met dem in front of traffic light near mcd.. haha.. nxt tyme dun wan go out wif dem again ahh.. later kena left behind again.. ahha!

kk.. aft tat gi lib.. tot mirul was dere.. den dpt tahu dier pt tm.. haha.. well.. unintentionally i said , fuck u ahh.. to mirul.. haha.. den nury msg mirul to tell hym tat i said dat.. haha.. i was lik damn u nury! haha..den mirul hurried back to the lib dere bcoz kena maki.. hahahaha.. kesian mirul. haha.. IM SORRY HUBBY! haha.. aft tat go home lahh.. damn tired... hmm... shall nt say anythin else.. shall share some pics.. enjoyy!!!!

taken by nury idzaty.. hehe..

fit... wan... farid... sdp mkn? haha

aida.. nice pose... =)

nury.. me...

firdaus.. n a bit of mirul.. haha.. fir muker lawa? haha

wan... farid.. farid muker mintak kene sepak.. HAHA

Fit tgh goreng telor.. haha.. tapi tk pass..

nury... me... in the toilet..

wan cuttin cake made by aida.. yum2!

farid examinin cake cut by fit.. farid: ni burger kape? haha

wan wif his present.. by me.. haha =)

fit... wan.. farid... wonder wat dey were tokin...

okayyylahh.. shall update again nxt tyme.. aft prelim maybe?? or when i free lahh.. okok... do take care ppl! bubbyez!

~NiSa~

2008-07-27T17:19:00.002+08:00

What if I wanted to break...?
Laugh it all off in your face...
What would you do...?
What if I fell to the floor...?
Couldn't take all this anymore...
What would you do, do, do...?

Come...
break me down....
Bury me... bury me...
I am finished with you...

What if I wanted to fight...?
Beg for the rest of my life...
What would you do...?
You say you wanted more...
What are you waiting for...?
I'm not running from you...

Come...
Break me down...
Bury me, bury me...
I am finished with you...
Look in my eyes...
You're killing me... killing me...
All I wanted was you...

I tried to be someone else...
But nothing seemed to change....
I know now...
This is who I really am inside...
Finally found myself!
Fighting for a chance...
I know now...
This is who I really am!

Come ...
break me down...
Bury me... bury me...
I am finished with you! you! you!
Look in my eyes...
You're killing me... killing me...
All I wanted was you!

Come...
Break me down... (bury me, bury me)
Break me down... (bury me, bury me)
Break me down! (bury me, bury me)

(You say you wanted more)
What if I wanted to break...?
(What are you waiting for?)
Bury me... bury me...
(I'm not running from you)
What if I...
What if I...
What if I...
What if I...
Bury me... Bury me

2008-07-07T17:25:00.001+08:00

HEYYY!!! Im back! sorry didnt update for so long... quite bz.. hee... okayyy... Sports Dae was BORING.. initially ahh... den.. was forced to sign up for scoopball... juz playy lah ehk... gt 2nd.. YAHOO!!! gt medal! =) Enjoyin myself frm dere... Gt interclass event.. n i was part of it.. u noe wat? I DIDN'T KNOW I COULD RUN! haha... my claz gt 2ND! Medal again! Weeeeeeeeee... Cud get first... but thanx to FITRI superr long legs, we got 2nd.. oh ya, ARIF ran superr fast tooo... yeahh... den... Once again LEAPORD won... damn! itz okayy.. we got 2nd... PANTHERS R HUMBLE.. We giv others a chance aft winning X-COUNTRY... hee.. aft dat go makan... was sooo, freaking, hungry.. [standard ah, nisa pe.. haha!] hmm... den.. went home.. pack up for the trip later part of the dae.. wat trip? UNDERWATER WORLD lahh.. wat else.. haha!

blah blah.. met up wif deb first den went in the skool.. cn u believe it? we r sleepin wif the fishes!!weeeee... nury was dere.. aida... arif... yeah.. many2 more... den.. gt ocean quiz.. my group won 2ND! =) Again... hmm.. den lights out at 12.30am.. slept at the end.. SHARKS kept passing by us.. DEB said it was irritating.. for me... okayylahh.. gt company.. the more the merrier.. haha! Well.. got a lot of gossipsssss... or shud i sae.. discussion? wateva u wanna call it.. haha! found out quite a lot of things.. haha! super, unexpected, things! Patrick was abused by NURY IDZATY.. Pity the starfish.. it was stuffed on our faces [me n deb] unnecessarily.. omg! irritating! okayy.. den went to sleep.. was the laz one to wake up.. HAHA! den.. watch some videos... DUGONG... LITTLE MERMAID II [lik wth?!] haha.. denn.. went to dolphin lagooon.. watch the dolphin show.. super cool n cuteee... gt to touch the dolphin.. hehe.. felt soo.. fishy? haha... den.. went back, tke bag n off we go to evss.. home swit homw. wish cud stay dere longer.. =)

denn.. superr cool news.. MY FATHER BOUGHT ME A LAPTOP YESTERDAY! which, i didnt ask for lahh.. but... totally appreciated.. =) =) =) okokokokok.. nid to go cntinue my revision.. prelims juz arnd the corner.. all the bez to everyone!

bubbyez!

~NiSa~